| 009 - Moving on |
[11 Aug 2012|10:30am] |
I can't believe I've been in the apartment for a few weeks already. I've decorated and cleaned and cooked and really feel like I've finally accomplished... something in my life. This is so different than when I was in Russia. When I was there, I never really had a home that was 'mine,' it was always someone else's, and no matter how long I stayed, it always felt temporary. Even when I was married and pregnant. I bought so many candles.
Now that I feel like I finally have a home, though, I feel like I need to move on and accomplish the next 'big' thing in life. I need a career. I can't work at this damn Muggle Pub forever. I only meant for that to be a temporary thing when I moved back, and I just haven't been able to drag myself out of the rut I've been in to find it. Trouble is, I'm not sure what to do with myself. I'm 38, I feel like this decision should have been made by now.
( Private )
/
( Private to Edmund Proudfoot )
/
( Private to Mulciber )
|
|
