Dor
I'm certainly not the person to give you advice on that one way or another. I just know what I'm capable of handling and dealing with - which is apparently not a lot. It's all going to catch up to me at some point, I'd imagine. Especially if I keep coping by drinking like a fish. You are a strong woman, Dor. I think you can handle a lot more than you give yourself credit for. I can be there with you. Or talk to people for you, if you want.
Well, I go around pretending like I have a grown-up job when it's all just fun and games, really. So, I don't think I would think you were silly.
There's no need to apologize for any of it, Dor. Really. I'm glad I ran into you. More than glad, even.