Reg
I'm not sure how much I'm asking for advice and how much I just want to force you to talk to me so I can make sure that you're still out there. I'm sure things will catch up to me sooner or later too. I'm not strong at all. If anything the other day should have proved that to you. I fall apart. Some Gryffindor I turned out to be, huh? Bravery isn't my strong suit.
I wouldn't mind you being there with me. Dear god, listen to me. Such a sap. I'm sorry.
I don't want to share my silly ideas with you, Reg. You'll laugh at me. You're supposed to continue thinking I'm mysterious for having lived in Russia during the fall of the Soviet Union. That makes me a spy, right?
That was a rather pathetic attempt at making you laugh.
I'm glad that, of anyone, you were the first person I got to see. I'm just sorry I fell apart like that.