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_draconis (_draconis) wrote,
@ 2016-05-31 20:03:00

Ron, Pansy, Harry
My father says he can meet with us late next week. About my mother. ~~I may have threatened him a little.~~ Ron, do you think you'll feel well enough?

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	Ward sassmonster 2016-06-01 03:15 am UTC (link)
	Just tell me when and I'll get the time off work. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Ward pansy__p 2016-06-01 03:31 am UTC (link)
	Same for me. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Potter _draconis 2016-06-01 03:35 am UTC (link)
	I know I've said it before, but thank you. You don't have to help me with any of this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Draco sassmonster 2016-06-01 03:49 am UTC (link)
	Of course I do. Your mother is important to you, understandably. I just hope I can help somehow. Besides, apparently I owe you for more than your mother. You're helping Ron, too? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Harry _draconis 2016-06-01 03:53 am UTC (link)
	You still don't have to, and I'm grateful. Yeah, I knew what spell was used on him when he got attacked. I've been making him him cure. We kept it out of the Auror department becasue, well, it's not the kind of hex I want people knowing I know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Draco sassmonster 2016-06-01 04:15 am UTC (link)
	It's- You're welcome. That makes sense. I won't say anything about it. As long as he's getting better. Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Harry _draconis 2016-06-01 04:28 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. I assumed he told you about it already anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Pansy \| Draco pansy__p 2016-06-01 03:30 am UTC (link)
	Who cares if he feels well enough. It's not like he's not going to get himself killed anyway. I don't know why I even asked you to help. Sure, I'll be there, but if I ask your father to hex both those idiots, I'm totally justified and you can say anything to Lucius. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Pansy \| Draco _draconis 2016-06-01 03:35 am UTC (link)
	What the Fuck Pansy? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Pansy | Draco

pansy__p
2016-06-01 03:43 am UTC (link)

What? He's an arsehole, intent on risking his life to protect what's 'right', even when it's totally not right, because apparently purebloods like us KILL accidentally all their family members with dark objects lying around, didn't you know that? How many times were you killed in your house? Millions? I don't know how we ever made it to Hogwarts?

And I totally agree with your father. I'm sending my kids to Dumstrang, no matter what he says, but then he might not even be alive by then, because he IS AN IDIOT.

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	Re: Pansy \| Draco _draconis 2016-06-01 03:55 am UTC (link)
	Woah. Calm down, I have no idea what you're talking about. I'm assuming you and Ron had a fight? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Pansy | Draco

pansy__p
2016-06-01 04:03 am UTC (link)

Oh we didn't have a fight. A fight would require me telling me all that I think and I don't think his little head could even comprehend the depth of my disgust for this Ministry, his friends and generally policies against the Slytherins.

No, I've finally come to my sense so I'll be very nice and polite when we have company and he'll feel ice warmer than me at all other times. However, since your father probably hates him more than me, I can be my bitchy self before Potter the bloody fucking idiot shows up. Remind me, why didn't he die?

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Re: Pansy | Draco

_draconis
2016-06-01 04:07 am UTC (link)

Woah. ~~So it was a huge fucking fight. Got it.~~

What happened to the "married a good man" thing?

Okay Pans, here's the thing. If you want to bitch about your husband and have me agree with you that he's awful and keep my thoughts to myself I can totally do that. You know I'm awesome at that. But you and Ron seemed actually kind of happy for a bit there, so if you want to tell me what happened and see if I can help I'm here to listen.

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Re: Pansy | Draco

pansy__p
2016-06-01 04:14 am UTC (link)

It was the honeymoon period? Hormones? I was deluding myself? Take your pick.

I wouldn't even know where to start. Everything out of his mouth was pure stupidity. Merlin helps us if he tries to understand purebloods, because it's not like he's one. Standing close to the Mudblood must have been contageous or something.

But again what do I know? All of our parents were horrible people who deserve to die and you are the only Death Eater in existence who deserves to live, possibly because Saint Potter said so, and if Potter says so, it must be true.

I can't wait for the bloody potion to cure him so I can go back home, to the estate, with my bloody evil mother and dark artefacts, and then I want to see him trying to get past those spells. I'll show him that there's nothing accidental about deaths in our family.

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	Re: Pansy \| Draco _draconis 2016-06-01 04:28 am UTC (link)
	...Am I nodding and agreeing or am I giving advice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Pansy \| Draco pansy__p 2016-06-01 04:33 am UTC (link)
	You're telling me what horrible people my husband and his friends are and why they should all disappear from this earth. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Pansy \| Draco _draconis 2016-06-01 04:41 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, they're complete and utter jerks. Total tossers with wank faces and terrible hair!! (But if you ever change your mind and want to really talk to me about this I'm here for you, okay?) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Pansy \| Draco pansy__p 2016-06-01 04:43 am UTC (link)
	Please, Cho Chang has been doing a better job of insulting them in the journals. That's a terrible attempt, Draco. I'll have to speak to Blaise. I'm sure he can insult them properly. Not sure I'll change my mind while he's breathing, and then I can do what I want, but thank you for the offer. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Re: Pansy \| Draco pansy__p 2016-06-01 04:44 am UTC (link)
	Actually, nevermind, I'm going to talk to Lucius. He can definitely insult them better than anyone else. Did I mention that I really like your parents? I do! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Pansy \| Draco _draconis 2016-06-01 04:46 am UTC (link)
	Low blow Pans. But you're right, he's king of the cruel remark. I thought terrible hair was a great insult! Only bastard people have terrible hair. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Pansy | Draco

pansy__p
2016-06-01 12:33 pm UTC (link)

That's not a low blow, because before I was talking about Blaise and your father is miles ahead of Blaise when it comes to insulting people. I wouldn't even compare him to you since my house elves can dish out insults better than you. Now that can be classified as a low blow.

He's a self-centred, self-involved, righteous, idiot man who pretends to fight for equality but only on his grounds and to protect and advantage his friends, but too lazy and uncultured to ever turn into a Dark Lord.

That's an insult, albeit a very accurate one of who Potter is.

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	Ward no1cannonsfan 2016-06-01 03:41 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I'll be fine. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Ward _draconis 2016-06-01 03:42 am UTC (link)
	You sure? I'll have that fourth potion done soon, we can wait. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ron \| Draco no1cannonsfan 2016-06-01 03:43 am UTC (link)
	You know Harry can read that, right? Thought we weren't telling anyone. And I'll be fine. If I have to sit here one more fucking day, I might end up in Azkaban. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ron \| Draco _draconis 2016-06-01 03:55 am UTC (link)
	Oh. Sorry. ~~You didn't tell Potter. I thought you told him everything.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ron \| Draco no1cannonsfan 2016-06-01 03:57 am UTC (link)
	I didn't tell anyone, because we said not to tell anyone. I'm glad he knows now, and you can tell him what you like. Has Pansy always been so fucking stubborn and unable to see other viewpoints than her own? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ron \| Draco _draconis 2016-06-01 03:59 am UTC (link)
	I never realized Potter counted for that kind of stuff. But I guess I know how trustworthy you are now. Yes. Merlin, she is really really pissed at you. What did you do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ron | Draco

no1cannonsfan
2016-06-01 04:01 am UTC (link)

~~Well we weren't really speaking at the time anyway~~

She doesn't want me to be an Auror anymore, and I'm sort of okay with that but I don't know what the fuck else to do. And apparently I offended her by not wanting dark artefacts in our house for our children to play with, and not wanting them to learn dark arts, and thinking that Hogwarts is an okay school and not wanting to send them halfway around the world instead.

I mean, I was probably a prat too, but it's like a fucking cold war in our house.

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Re: Ron | Draco

_draconis
2016-06-01 04:04 am UTC (link)

Okay, for the record I am never getting in between you two, because I like being alive. But, I also know Pansy better than pretty much anyone, and I doubt she actually said she wants your kids to play with dark artifacts or that she wants them to learn the dark arts. So, if you want my opinion feel free to tell me what she actually said and I can translate it into English for you. But, again, not getting in the middle. I'm not that stupid.

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Ron | Draco

no1cannonsfan
2016-06-01 04:06 am UTC (link)

I don't even remember specifics. I guess it started when I joked if I wasn't an Auror, I could solve crimes for people who don't want to go to the DMLE, like that mystery series? And she was all for it, and went off how Death Eaters were all misunderstood precious innocents afraid for their families and that's why they tortured and killed and made their kids do terrible things.

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Re: Ron | Draco

_draconis
2016-06-01 04:26 am UTC (link)

Hooooo boy. This is above my fucking pay grade.

Okay, so here's some Pansy 101. When I say she's a pureblood princess this isn't some muggle thing like those super sweet sixteen parties. I mean Pansy always was and always will be treated like a literal princess in our circles. She's proud of her heritage, and her family. Anyone or anything that threatens her way of life will be mercilessly destroyed. I mean this in the best possible way. She can be your staunchest ally, or your worst fucking nightmare. For Pansy, things have always been simple. Purebloods are inherently better than everyone else, and anyone who doesn't agree is therefore lesser.

I'm not saying I agree, at least not anymore, but I sure as Hell used to. It's something she's been told every day for her entire life.

As for the Death Eater thing, well, she doesn't really know what we did. She has an idea,sure, but she wasn't part of any of it. Everyone who knows her made damn sure she had nothing to do with it. Because Pansy has always been better than us, and we have been protecting her from the bad shit for as long as we've known her. Her father adored her, and maybe he did join up to protect her in some ways. My father adored her too. Everyone adored her. That's just Pansy. So even though she knows bad shit happened, it's all this abstract idea. What she knows, what she viscerally knows and experienced, is that he Father would have done anything for her. Anything. Is it so hard to go from that too thinking all Death Eaters were like that?

All this new muggle stuff, these new ideas, this new way of life, it's not Pansy's way of life. It never will be. All those Dark Artifacts aren't ancient evils to her, they're the things handed down by her mother's mother's mother. You never lived in a manor house, so you wouldn't understand. Pansy and I were only children living in homes with a hundred rooms. My house was more like a fucking museum than a home. I never touched anything dangerous because I wasn't allowed to touch anything that wasn't in my room or my designated areas. There were certian places you just didn't go. There was whole wing of my childhood house that I never even saw until I came of age. So for her these dangerous things aren't lying around for the kids to get into. They're locked away in rooms that the House Elves make damn sure the kids don't even know about. See the difference?

Anyway, you two are going to have to talk. Not when you're angry, but when you're both rational. And BOTH of you are going to have to realize you're from completely, totally different worlds and come to a compromise that doesn't make either one of you miserable. Or you're going to have the worst life ever.

Oh, and good fucking luck. You're going to need it.

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Re: Ron | Draco

no1cannonsfan
2016-06-01 04:31 am UTC (link)

.....that was certainly more than I expected, and it's a lot to take in. I just don't understand, and I guess that's the problem isn't it? She talks like all this Muggle stuff is going to kill her, but it's just clothes isn't it? It's not that big a deal...I'm being selfish, aren't I?

Fuck. Okay, I'll think about it and try and see if I can understand her side, but it's bloody fucking hard. I don't want to be miserable though, and these past few days have been bloody terrible. I can't take a lifetime of this, but I also don't want to change everything about who I am to have a happy life. There has to be some middle ground, but she's so fucking stubborn and doesn't even think she needs to change or bend or anything.

Thanks. I owe you a million drinks for this.

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Re: Ron | Draco

_draconis
2016-06-01 04:37 am UTC (link)

You're not being selfish, because how could you possibly understand? You're from a huge family with a small house and a dad who likes muggle things. Of course you don't know what it's like to be the treasured heir of an ancient pureblood line. And for the record, I think all this heirloom, elitist pureblood stuff is complete bullshit. But Pansy doesn't, and that's he point.

Don't just give in totally to what she wants, because you have a right to live a life that won't make you hate yourself. But so does she. I like a damn cat poster, but it's all about compromise. Get rid of the really evil shit, but don't touch the really sentimental stuff. Live in a big ass house with house elves but have a backyard the kids can play in and don't make everything too expensive or important for them to touch. Let them know their traditions and customs are important, but that it doesn't mean they are more important than anyone and anything else. Don't raise anyone pureblood Prince and princesses, but don't make Pansy stop being one.

Or do whatever. it's your life.

And yeah, you really do. Oh, and you NEVER tell Pansy we talked.

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