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_draconis (_draconis) wrote,
@ 2017-09-08 07:24:00

Susan and Ron
I think we need to talk ~~I'm really confused~~

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	Susan / Ron / Draco badgered 2017-09-08 05:42 pm UTC (link)
	Fine. Talk. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Susan / Ron / Draco _draconis 2017-09-08 05:56 pm UTC (link)
	Are you angry with me? Susan, I have no idea what's going on. You wanted some space, but now it seems like you're completely ignoring me. Do you know when you'll be ready for me to come back? I won't rush you, but an idea would be nice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Susan / Ron / Draco badgered 2017-09-08 06:00 pm UTC (link)
	Draco... I took a few days off to go on a holiday with my friend and I came home to find that you had left. You KNOW how much trouble I have with people living without telling me. We're supposed to be engaged, Draco, but it doesn't feel like we are at all. It doesn't feel like you want to be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Susan / Ron / Draco _draconis 2017-09-08 06:03 pm UTC (link)
	What? Susan, you told me thr stess of everything was physically hurting you! I asked if you needed me to leave and you said go! You knew I was going you asked me to do it! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Susan / Ron / Draco

badgered
2017-09-08 06:07 pm UTC (link)

I AM PREGNANT.

Do you not understand? I can't help myself from being angry one minute and sad the next. I can't stop myself from crying all the time. I laughed for fifteen minutes yesterday over nothing then cried for an hour because I drank the last of the milk.

I cannot keep trying to reassure everyone else that I'm okay. I can't keep worrying about you all feel. I need you to come home. I need you to marry me. AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. I need you two to fuck me silly.

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Re: Susan / Ron / Draco

_draconis
2017-09-08 06:49 pm UTC (link)

I'm sorry Susan. I never meant to hurt you. The opposite in fact. When you said the stress was killing you, I would have done anything to make that better. It gutted me that caring for me was hurting you. I can't stop the war, or lead the rebels, or carry the baby. The only thing I can control is myself. When you said go I thought that was what you needed. You knee I was leaving, I even asked you when you wanted me back. I'm sorry I misunderstood. But I wasn't leaving you. I wasn't leaving either of you. I would never do that. I just wanted your home to be your sanctuary.

I'll come back. I'll do everything I can to help. I'll tell you everything I'm doing. But I need you to tell me what you need from me. If I have to guess 90% chance I guess the wrong thing.

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Susan / Ron / Draco

rebelrun
2017-09-09 09:08 pm UTC (link)

I think the take away is that we all need to be clear in what we want or what we expect, but Draco and I need to also understand that Susan has a lot of emotions going on as well; so we need to do our best to accept the feelings that she has, and help her as much as we can. Even if they don't always make sense to us, they make sense to her and we need to help her with that.

Also, can we not go away when we're angry at each other or afraid or worried? Cause all that accomplished was leaving me here and you both out on your own someplace else. I know I have left when I was scared... a few months ago, but... now that we're in this relationship seriously (Susan and Draco, you both are engaged to each other, and Susan you're having our baby) we can't run anymore. We need to talk to each other, and we all need to be on the same page.

I love you both. I want you both to stay with me. I understand sometimes we need space, but these last couple of weeks have been really really hard without you.

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