Do you not understand? I can't help myself from being angry one minute and sad the next. I can't stop myself from crying all the time. I laughed for fifteen minutes yesterday over nothing then cried for an hour because I drank the last of the milk.
I cannot keep trying to reassure everyone else that I'm okay. I can't keep worrying about you all feel. I need you to come home. I need you to marry me. AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. I need you two to fuck me silly.