It's a hell of a role

I hope that this is the right thing to do. It feels like the right thing to do. I'm just not going to have anytime. I love to write but I'm going to need to keep my head as close to the courses I'm taking as possible. I'm teaching, I've got my job at Starbucks, plus all my classes. I couldn't keep up if I tried with any of my games. I just kept thinking about what happened last year and how I couldn't help but begin to resent the games I was in. I didn't want that to happen this time. I felt like the people that I played with eventually resented me and I didn't want that to happen, especially since I do play such prominent characters. I also know how frustrating it can be to be wanting to plot and not being able to get in contact with the players. Not that it's happened recently but it can get frustrating. I didn't want to be that person. So I'm sorry to those of you I play with but I have too much work. Too much work and not enough time.

Oh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REN!

In the grand scheme of things, I know I'm being petty and probably a terrible person but I'm going to rant anyway. Because that's what happens when you take away my coffee.


They said no caffeine next week, last week. So, like the good student I try to be, I skipped my coffee, tea, soda, caffeinated beverage of choice this morning. This way my fitness test wouldn't be all screwy. Now, I will do just about anything for a grade so going without coffee, while quite painful for someone who has several cups a day, wasn't such a big deal. Until I found out that they moved the fitness test to next week. Bloody bastards. I NEED COFFEE. You can't tell me no coffee and then take away the reason I can't have coffee.

Okay, I think I'm done now... I'm going to make a cup of very strong tea and lay down.