Is this the part where I'm meant to congratulate you for your self growth? Because that's never going to happen. Those people you fucking murdered in cold blood? They're still dead. Will always be fucking dead. There's no redemption for murderers and you, my friend, have a lot of blood in your book. It's dripping. Doesn't matter if you're not tied to them. You don't have to be tied to anyone. You, all on your own, is enough.