_northernstar (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _northernstar) wrote, |
You don't have to say anything. I understand why... going home for you wouldn't be that great. I mean I know the stories always got sugar coated for me when I was growing up, but now that I'm older I can pretty much piece together how awful that time was, and how much it sucked for you.
I love you too. I really do. If I could go back home and take this version of you and mum with me I would. Because I know I have something here with the two of you I wouldn't get to have anywhere else. Back home... well... I don't know. Being closer in age can sometimes be awesome. I get to share things with you here I wouldn't get to back home. Not that older, grandpa you isn't wicked as well. You're like... the best grandpa ever even back home, just so you know. And I get Myrtle. Another sister, which is really cool.
But I just... I hate seeing how much people keep getting hurt. Like grandma Ginny and Teddy and Justin and and Miss Ariana. And I hate feeling hurt myself. I'm not used to this. Maybe it makes me weak, because other people are stronger here and everything, but... I don't know. I just have too much on my mind. It won't shut up recently.