Re: Draco | Polaris
I am glad you don't know pain at home, sweetheart. I'd do anything for my children and grandchildren not to go through that feeling. But --- with the wars, I think the lessons just came out of order, you know? We all would have realised life is filled with loss and pain and hope and love no matter what, just as we got older. And at least here? They might come back. Sure, they might be different --- and believe me --- I know how bloody hard it is when people you loved don't want to have anything to do with you because they don't remember or aren't as open or whatever --- but sometimes? They do. And even if they don't? Would you trade what you had just because you lost it?
I don't know. These are questions I need to ask myself too. My --- did I ever tell you I saw a Mental Healer for a long time at home? Did I tell you in the other world? Anyway, my Mental Healer says things like this all the bloody time and it is so much easier said than done, you know? I get that. So you can always share these thoughts with me, promise. Even if the words seem hallow because --- eventually? Things do get better. Little by little.