Apparently I lack the cool-headed gene. Though that's not entirely surprising, considering the non-Malfoy genes I've come to inherit. I wish I could be collected. I wish my emotions didn't rule me. I really do. I want to be calm. I want to think logically, but I kind of can't. My brain is just yelling at me right now and I can't even try to begin to quiet it. That's just who I am. I don't particularly like it, but I can't change that either.