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Tweak says, "MARIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

_northernstar (_northernstar) wrote,
@ 2014-11-30 18:30:00

Weakly Warded. Family and friends, if you want to try, have at it. If not, no hard feelings.

Mum is gone even though she promised
no that's not fair
I can't believe.. it hurts
How can she be gone?
I just talked to her

So are so many others. Family.
Grandma Gin. Aunt Molly. Uncle Arthur. Hugo. Countless others.
Friends. Teddy.~~God dammit, Teddy~~ Regulus.

Loved ones. To me. To everyone else.
People who only had lives here.

Is it cruel to say I can't feel anymore?
Is it fair to them to want them all to come back?
At least the ones who do have lives?
I don't even know what to do. How to..

I just want to sleep.
This is a dream. Everything.
It's all a dream. Or a nightmare.
How can this even be real?

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	blueseaweed 2014-12-01 01:39 am UTC (link)
	I am usually comfortable with words, but words for something like this...how many times can you say you are sorry? Or hear it? Want a hug instead? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_northernstar 2014-12-01 01:47 am UTC (link)
	Yes, please. I need... something. Family. What's left here. I know we're all hurting too.. I'm sorry if I'm being selfish. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	blueseaweed 2014-12-01 03:16 am UTC (link)
	There is nothing to be sorry about, Po. I will be by soon, okay? Allie might come with, she is staying with me. I just have to tell Jamie. He gets a little worried about my habit of getting stuck in treehouses. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_northernstar 2014-12-01 03:20 am UTC (link)
	Okay That's okay. I like her. She's nice. Heh, you do have a track record. Just... be safe. I love you a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Remus \| Polaris callofthemoon 2014-12-01 02:58 am UTC (link)
	Hi, sweetheart. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Remus \| Polaris _northernstar 2014-12-01 03:02 am UTC (link)
	Hi. I don't even know what to say other than that. I don't know how to do any of this. They'll be back, right? They have to be back... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Remus \| Polaris callofthemoon 2014-12-01 03:13 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes there is nothing to do other than love the people around you and hold hope out. Here at least? There is always a chance they will return. Promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus \| Polaris _northernstar 2014-12-01 03:21 am UTC (link)
	Thanks for that, Remus. I just wish it would all stop. Everyone... it's been too much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Remus \| Polaris callofthemoon 2014-12-01 11:10 pm UTC (link)
	It will stop. There is always an end to pain, alright? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Remus \| Polaris _northernstar 2014-12-02 04:09 am UTC (link)
	Some way or another, I guess so. I just hope it's soon. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	halfsmirk 2014-12-01 04:26 am UTC (link)
	Do you need me to bring you anything, Po? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_northernstar 2014-12-01 05:37 pm UTC (link)
	A hug when you have the free time? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	halfsmirk 2014-12-02 03:15 am UTC (link)
	Of course, Princess. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_northernstar 2014-12-02 04:09 am UTC (link)
	Be careful, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent)