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penn arthur royce (_penn) wrote,
@ 2010-01-12 23:40:00

Private -- Mandie and Dani Only.

Okay. So. I fucked up with my comments, didn't I?

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	aesthetical 2010-01-13 04:48 am UTC (link)
	You want the whole truth and nothing but the truth? Yes. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_penn 2010-01-13 04:50 am UTC (link)
	Crap. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aesthetical 2010-01-13 05:12 am UTC (link)
	You just gotta...fix it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_penn 2010-01-13 05:14 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. Easier said than done. We're going to play pool tomorrow so at least she's not so mad that she doesn't want to hang out anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aesthetical 2010-01-13 05:16 am UTC (link)
	You'll sort it out. She likes you, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_penn 2010-01-13 05:19 am UTC (link)
	She likes to fuck with me, yeah. But likes me? Doubtful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aesthetical 2010-01-13 05:28 am UTC (link)
	Oh, Penn. I love you so. Just know that I'm right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_penn 2010-01-13 05:31 am UTC (link)
	New Year's was great, Mand. Despite that whole .. needing stitches thing. It was .. great. I honestly can't remember ever having that much fun being completely stupid before. And .. I really want to kiss her again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aesthetical 2010-01-13 05:41 am UTC (link)
	Then stop talking about it and do it! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_penn 2010-01-13 05:42 am UTC (link)
	So she can punch me? Did you forget the fact that I fucked up and she's pissed off at me?!?! I kind of like my nose exactly how it is. I'd rather it not get broken. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aesthetical 2010-01-13 05:49 am UTC (link)
	Next time I come back to LA, you and Chase are going locked in a room somewhere so you can get all this sorted out. You like her, she likes you. It was Miss Scarlet in the conservatory with the candlestick. Case closed. The end. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_penn 2010-01-13 05:49 am UTC (link)
	..... I'm avoiding you when you come home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aesthetical 2010-01-13 05:55 am UTC (link)
	That's what you think. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	aesthetical 2010-01-15 06:21 pm UTC (link)
	PENN! I want an update! (Reply to this) (Parent)

danibird
2010-01-13 07:37 am UTC (link)

Life is a series of trial, error and occasional fuck ups. I don't have to tell you that much.

As far as what I've observed of you and Chase, you're both practically equivalent to that of two five year olds who bite and tease one another on the playground because their naive, childlike complexes and incompetency to effectively comprehend their feelings compels them to illustrate their adoration that way. But you know, the difference here is that they're five.

This is something you can at least try to manage not to fuck up, Penn. Just be honest about the way you feel and I can almost guarantee you that it'll make all of the difference in the world.

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_penn
2010-01-13 10:31 pm UTC (link)

Hmm. I'm not sure how I feel about being compared to an emotionally incompetent five year old, but I suppose I see what you mean considering the playground antics and borderline insulting flirtations.

I haven't even gotten the chance to tell you what happened yet, have I? The short of it would be that I'm a complete klutz who managed to cut himself on a broken bottle New Year's Eve which ended up forcing Chase and I to the ER for stitches. She lied to the doctors so she could come back with me, told them that she was my fiance. We went through this whole thing about how I was in the process of proposing when I broke a bottle of champagne and cut myself. Didn't even get to give her the ring which I left at home. Ended up fake proposing to her in the ER while the doctor was stitching up my hand. Told her I loved her .. though I don't. I mean, I like her but .. it's just easy for me to do the platonic I love yous which I fully blame on you and Stevenson. Then we somehow ended up making out in the elevator, continuing the whole fake engaged thing when we got caught. But .. I kind of made an ass out of myself with what I said to Mandie on my last entry and Chase seemed to take offense by it.

I just .. I don't know. I like her but I don't really know her all that well yet, so it seems silly to worry about the whole thing. But, I don't know. I'm just so good at fucking things up so far as girls go, thus the whole .. being single for the greater portion of my adult life. Being honest with her strikes me more as something that would scare her away .. at least, from what I know of her.

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	jbelmont 2010-01-24 03:35 pm UTC (link)
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	_penn 2010-01-24 07:43 pm UTC (link)
	You have way too much free time, Jilli. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jbelmont 2010-01-25 02:26 am UTC (link)
	Not uh. Took me 2 minutes. (Reply to this) (Parent)