penn arthur royce (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _penn) wrote, |
I haven't even gotten the chance to tell you what happened yet, have I? The short of it would be that I'm a complete klutz who managed to cut himself on a broken bottle New Year's Eve which ended up forcing Chase and I to the ER for stitches. She lied to the doctors so she could come back with me, told them that she was my fiance. We went through this whole thing about how I was in the process of proposing when I broke a bottle of champagne and cut myself. Didn't even get to give her the ring which I left at home. Ended up fake proposing to her in the ER while the doctor was stitching up my hand. Told her I loved her .. though I don't. I mean, I like her but .. it's just easy for me to do the platonic I love yous which I fully blame on you and Stevenson. Then we somehow ended up making out in the elevator, continuing the whole fake engaged thing when we got caught. But .. I kind of made an ass out of myself with what I said to Mandie on my last entry and Chase seemed to take offense by it.
I just .. I don't know. I like her but I don't really know her all that well yet, so it seems silly to worry about the whole thing. But, I don't know. I'm just so good at fucking things up so far as girls go, thus the whole .. being single for the greater portion of my adult life. Being honest with her strikes me more as something that would scare her away .. at least, from what I know of her.