Private.
I'm sorry, Penn. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you, I didn't mean to do any of this, but I did, and I have, and I'm sorry. I know I can't take that back .. but I wish I could. I wish I could go back and not hurt you.
For whatever that's worth. I'm sorry. I love you. I love you so much, and I'm so scared, and .. You're better off without me around. I just wish I could change it.