Starbuck (_starbuck_) wrote, @ 2011-02-10 17:38:00 |
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Entry tags: | aim, starbuck, wes |
Friday: October/10/08 - AIM: Starbuck/Wes
Wes: hey
Starbuck: How you feeling?
Wes: like shit.
Starbuck: Same shit or new shit?
Wes: new shit. there was an od last night
Starbuck: Who?
Wes: cherry
Starbuck: She okay?
Wes: yeah. alive and depressing.
Starbuck: I heard about that. I'm glad I live in the other staff building.
Wes: yeah it was intense. or so i heard. i was too drained and pissed off to feel anything else
Starbuck: You should have called me.
Wes: i was requested. didnt wanna bother
Starbuck: I know I complained about all the hours, but if you need me, I'm there.
Wes: thanks. i'm good i'll probably just like... take an extra day off or something cause this took me back
Starbuck: That's cool.
Wes: you sure?
Starbuck: Kim won't like it, but it's fine.
Wes: ok.
Wes: roger thought i was having an affair
Starbuck: Kim just thinks you're a slave driver. She knows I'd never cheat.
Wes: id never cheat on roger.
Wes: i felt stupid.
Starbuck: You ever cheated on someone before?
Wes: yeah
Starbuck: Does Roger know that?
Wes: yeah he does
Starbuck: Probably why he suspected something.
Wes: i'm not exactly like.... 100% wonderful
Starbuck: What ya mean?
Wes: i flirt a lot
Starbuck: Might wanna stop that.
Wes: i know
Starbuck: That shit hurts.
Wes: i know it does.
Wes: i try and tell him how much i love him
Wes: dont think words can exprses it
Starbuck: I know what you mean. The words 'I love you' never seem like enough.
Wes: its a sad time.
Starbuck: No, not sad. It's great. It's a wonderful feeling to love someone so much that words can't express it.
Wes: i know but i feel like a failure that i cant tell him how much i love him even if i flirt. i cant help but flirt. i've always flirted but it means nothing. he gives me the utmost... i'm not gonna go into it
Starbuck: Well, take some time to rest. I'll work. You just gotta promise me that I can still take time off each full moon and for my anniversary.
Wes: you got it.
Wes: im gonna spend all my time in bed.
Starbuck: Good.
Wes: oh it will be
Starbuck: Go rest then. I'll talk to you later.
Wes: okay. just check up on cherry if she's still there or something
Starbuck: I will.