Friday: October/10/08 - AIM: Starbuck/Wes Wes: hey Starbuck: How you feeling? Wes: like shit. Starbuck: Same shit or new shit? Wes: new shit. there was an od last night Starbuck: Who? Wes: cherry Starbuck: She okay? Wes: yeah. alive and depressing. Starbuck: I heard about that. I'm glad I live in the other staff building. Wes: yeah it was intense. or so i heard. i was too drained and pissed off to feel anything else Starbuck: You should have called me. Wes: i was requested. didnt wanna bother Starbuck: I know I complained about all the hours, but if you need me, I'm there. Wes: thanks. i'm good i'll probably just like... take an extra day off or something cause this took me back Starbuck: That's cool. Wes: you sure? Starbuck: Kim won't like it, but it's fine. Wes: ok. Wes: roger thought i was having an affair Starbuck: Kim just thinks you're a slave driver. She knows I'd never cheat. Wes: id never cheat on roger. Wes: i felt stupid. Starbuck: You ever cheated on someone before? Wes: yeah Starbuck: Does Roger know that? Wes: yeah he does Starbuck: Probably why he suspected something. Wes: i'm not exactly like.... 100% wonderful Starbuck: What ya mean? Wes: i flirt a lot Starbuck: Might wanna stop that. Wes: i know Starbuck: That shit hurts. Wes: i know it does. Wes: i try and tell him how much i love him Wes: dont think words can exprses it Starbuck: I know what you mean. The words 'I love you' never seem like enough. Wes: its a sad time. Starbuck: No, not sad. It's great. It's a wonderful feeling to love someone so much that words can't express it. Wes: i know but i feel like a failure that i cant tell him how much i love him even if i flirt. i cant help but flirt. i've always flirted but it means nothing. he gives me the utmost... i'm not gonna go into it Starbuck: Well, take some time to rest. I'll work. You just gotta promise me that I can still take time off each full moon and for my anniversary. Wes: you got it. Wes: im gonna spend all my time in bed. Starbuck: Good. Wes: oh it will be Starbuck: Go rest then. I'll talk to you later. Wes: okay. just check up on cherry if she's still there or something Starbuck: I will.