Starbuck (_starbuck_) wrote, @ 2011-03-20 19:41:00 |
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Entry tags: | aim, starbuck, wes |
Thursday: October/30/08 - AIM: Starbuck/Wes
Starbuck: What's wrong?
Wes: im not talking to anyone
Starbuck: Well, you better type to me at least.
Wes: why
Starbuck: Because I said so.
Wes: yeh no
Starbuck: Seriously, you okay?
Wes: im in my room drinking and intend to stay this way for as long as humanly possible, or until i dont know whats happening any more
Starbuck: Drinking isn't good for you, and being a medical professional, you know that.
Wes: i do not fucking care
Wes: and i am not professional iwas a nurse at an ex junkie fucking clinic or wahtever
Starbuck: If that were true, I wouldn't have suggested you look after my pregnant girlfriend and second child.
Wes: right
Starbuck: You're smart and good at your job when you want to be.
Wes: is there a point to this or
Starbuck: I don't want you dying from misery.
Wes: then do me a favour, get roger back and we'll all be cosy.
Starbuck: I would if I could.
Wes: ok then goodbye
Starbuck: Do you want to come over for dinner?
Wes: no
Starbuck: Can I bring some food over there for ya?
Wes: no. im in my room, im staying in my room
Wes: i got an ex girlfriend and a kid that'l try feed me when i dont come out
Starbuck: So what can I do?
Wes: nothing, starbuck.
Starbuck: I gotta do something.
Wes: just go be with your gir.
Starbuck: My girl is fine right now. You're not.
Wes: dude
Starbuck: Come over for dinner.
Wes: i'll pass.
Starbuck: I'm sorry about Roger leaving. I'm sure he didn't want to.
Wes: yeah he didnt but he went anyway
Starbuck: He still loves you.
Wes: that means a hell of a shit all cause of the fact he's not here
Starbuck: It means something. Better than him not loving you, right? I've been down that road, and it sucks.
Wes: he's not fucking here!!!
Wes: just go away
Starbuck: Nope. Not going away.
Wes: fu
Starbuck: I'll leave that to my woman.
Wes: thats not even funny
Starbuck: Look, here's how it is. You love Roger, and he might come back, and then things will be awesome again. Or, he won't come back, you'll hurt for a while, but then one day you will find someone else.
Wes: why does everyone say i'll fucking find someone else
Starbuck: I know it doesn't feel that way right now, but you will.
Wes: listen, it took me 40 goddamn years to find roger, and i aint got another 40 in me
Starbuck: Who said it will take 40? Tomorrow you could run into the man or woman who makes you believe in shit again.
Wes: no
Wes: that'd be nice
Wes: "i forget roger all is well!"
Starbuck: I didn't say that. You won't forget him.
Wes: and i forgot to mention, im not going anywhere, so unless some fucking god falls through my ceiling then no
Starbuck: New people show up at this school all the damn time.
Wes: im not. going. anywhere,.
Starbuck: You won't stay in your room forever.
Wes: yes i will
Starbuck: Nope. You have to come back to school eventually.
Wes: no
Starbuck: You have responsibilities.
Wes: they dont want me
Starbuck: I want you, and so does Kim. We need your help.
Wes: i knew your girlfriend wanted me, but you? i suspected you were a closet case but starbuck you choose your times
Starbuck: I'm the one who recommended she ask you.
Starbuck: And stop twisting my words into something perverted.
Wes: great, so im a pervert now
Starbuck: Come on, man, I mean it, we trust you to help us through this pregnancy.
Wes: great.
Starbuck: And everyone else at school needs you too.
Wes: get em to sighn a fucking petition, i dont car.e
Wes: nobody else cares, i dont care, forget it
Starbuck: You really want to set that kind of example for Mandy?
Starbuck: Show her that giving up is ok?
Wes: mandy doesn't need me to lead her, she is scared of me.
Wes: i'm a failure to her, she doesnt follow me
Wes: she hasnt done for 17 years, she wont now
Starbuck: So give her something to believe in. It's not too late for you to get your shit together and be her dad.
Wes: she doesnt need me
Starbuck: Yes she does.
Wes: she's made it clear she doesnt.
Starbuck: Lies. She needs you.
Starbuck: And even if she didn't, you should still try.
Wes: stop telling me what i have to do
Starbuck: Someone needs to.
Wes: no, they dont
Starbuck: I'm not going to stand by while you fall apart.
Wes: you dont gotta stand anywhere
Starbuck: I do. We're healers. Helping people is what we do.
Wes: not with your mouth. its not your strong suit.
Starbuck: Insulting me isn't going to make me give up.
Wes: fine. bye.
Starbuck: Things will get better, Wes. I promise.
Wes: whatever
Starbuck: You have to want it though.
Wes: thank you guru starbuck you have changed my life
Starbuck: I just want to help, Wes. There are a lot of people who care about you, and we can't watch you throw away your life.
Wes: thanks
Starbuck: You can be a pain in the ass, but you're still my friend.
Wes: yeah
Starbuck: Take some time off, take care of yourself, and let me know if I can help.
Wes: k
Starbuck: It's my birthday Saturday. You leaving your room would be a nice present.
Wes: happy birthday you easy to please freak
Starbuck: I'm not big on presents.
Starbuck: I like giving them, but it doesn't bother me when I don't get any.
Wes: sure.
Wes: later