Starbuck (_starbuck_) wrote, @ 2011-06-16 10:39:00 |
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Entry tags: | kim, phone call, starbuck |
Saturday: December/13/08 - Phone call: Starbuck/Kim
Kim: *calls*
Starbuck: *answers before the first ring completes* Are you okay?
Kim: *sobbing* No.
Starbuck: *sits down and rubs his forehead* Are you hurt?
Kim: *sniffles* No. I just... *sobs* He hates me.
Starbuck: *sympathetic* Baby, he doesn't hate you. He loves you. It's me he hates.
Kim: *sobs*
Starbuck: Where are you?
Kim: *coughs, trying to breath through the tears* Block from their house.
Starbuck: Do you want me to come get you?
Kim: *sniffles* No.
Starbuck: I don't think you should drive like this.
Kim: I don't.. *breathes deeply, voice still shaky* Don't want you near here.
Starbuck: *sighs* Baby, he won't know. I'll get a cab and then drive you home.
Kim: No. *sniffles* If he comes looking, he'll... *trails off into tears*
Starbuck: Then let me call a cab to pick you up. We can get the car later.
Kim: *coughs, then breathes in* Ok.
Starbuck: *takes a deep breath too* It's all going to be fine. Just try to calm down. I know you're upset, but too much stress is bad for Boomer.
Kim: *takes another deep breath* I know. I just... *voice breaks* He doesn't care.
Starbuck: Awe, baby, he does. He loves you, and that's why he's acting this way. He thinks I'm taking you away.
Kim: *sniffles* He shut the door on me.
Starbuck: *trying hard to not be pissed* He'll realize what he's done and want to fix it.
Kim: *strained* I'm done thinking it's going to be alright. It hurts too damn much.
Starbuck: *softly* I know.
Kim: *sobs* I don't want to lose my brother.
Starbuck: You won't.
Kim: *sniffles* Feels like I already have.
Starbuck: It's temporary, Kim. I promise.
Kim: Please don't promise me that.
Starbuck: He's trying to make you leave me, when he realizes it won't work, he'll change his mind.
Kim: I told him I'd never leave you.
Starbuck: And he's testing you.
Kim: I can't handle it anymore!
Starbuck: I know, baby. Just calm down. I need you to give me your location so I can call a cab.
Kim: *sniffle* I... I'm on Manchester Road.
Starbuck: Look at the GPS. Tell me the address.
Kim: Five twenty-two Manchester in Salem.
Starbuck: *mumbles the address as he scribbles it down* Okay.. I'm gonna hang up so I can call the cab company, but I'll call you right back.
Kim: *sniffles* Alright.
Starbuck: I love you. I'll call back in just a minute. *hangs up*
Starbuck: *calls back after a minute*
Kim: *picks up after one ring, voice raspy* Hey.
Starbuck: The cab should be there in ten minutes.
Kim: Ok. *sniffles*
Starbuck: Do you want me to get anything for you?
Kim: *softly* No.
Starbuck: What can I do?
Kim: I don't know.
Starbuck: I love you so much.
Kim: *voice breaks* I love you too.
Starbuck: Kamea loves you too.
Kim: *strained* I love her too. And Boomer. *takes in a shaky breath* This hurts so fucking much.
Starbuck: You have family, Kim. Me, Kamea, Boomer, my mom. We're you're family. We love you.
Kim: *sniffles* I know. I love you all, but... *sniffles* I still love Ed.
Starbuck: I know you do. Give it some time. This is a lot for him to think about.
Kim: I'm not holding my breath.
Starbuck: I know it's hard to think positive right now, but I'm not giving up on him yet.
Kim: I don't have the energy for it anymore. I can't be positive only to be let down again.
Starbuck: Then let me worry about it. Just take care of yourself and Boomer.
Kim: Please don't try to talk to him.
Starbuck: I won't unless you ask me to.
Kim: I wouldn't ask you that after the way he reacted.
Starbuck: I will if you want me to eventually.
Kim: *goes quiet for a moment then sniffles* Cab's here.
Starbuck: Tell the driver to pull up to our parking lot. I'll meet you there.
Kim: I will. *sounds of car doors opening and closing*
Starbuck: It's going to be okay, Kim. Just think about Boomer.
Kim: *coughs and clears her throat* I will.
Starbuck: I'll see you soon.
Kim: Alright. *hangs up*