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Tempest Serenity Ainsley-Tennyson (_tempest) wrote,
@ 2013-01-24 13:29:00

Horrible dreams last night. ~~How do you know when you're having a mental meltdown?~~ I can't wait for this quarter to be over. I am so exhausted. ~~Not to mention confused about everything.~~ Just two more weeks! I think I can make it. I really need a break from this place. ~~And everyone in it.~~

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	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-25 08:25 am UTC (link)
	So you saying I won't be able to understand the problems of an undergrad superiore? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-25 08:29 am UTC (link)
	No. I'm saying that eventually someone will claim you. And when that happens, it's not going to matter how close we are because neither of us will have any say in any of that anymore. So what's the point? I talk and we get closer? Why bother with that when it's just going to blow up in my face in the end? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-25 08:43 am UTC (link)
	And you think my feelings for you are going to change just because I'm claimed? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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_tempest
2013-01-25 03:48 pm UTC (link)

That's not what I said at all. I said that they wouldn't matter. Not if you were to be marked by some asshole who decided that you and I couldn't be like we are now anymore. And, let's face it. That's not just possible at Pearson, but entirely probable. So why invest anything more in something that's going to simply fail in the end?

I can't continue to care for people only to have them leave.

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	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-25 03:59 pm UTC (link)
	Then let's be smart about this... Do you know anyone who can claim me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-25 04:39 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sure I know plenty of people. The real question is, do I trust anyone. And the answer to that would be no. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-25 04:48 pm UTC (link)
	Then I don't know what to tell you, Tempest. Do we just say goodbye and never look back? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-25 06:01 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. I'm just tired of being hurt. Maybe people think that I don't get hurt because, I don't know, I'm kind of a bitch, but I do. And it sucks. I don't want it to happen anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-25 06:35 pm UTC (link)
	What are your feelings towards me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-25 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	You should know the answer to that question already. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-26 04:03 am UTC (link)
	Be my girlfriend, Tempest. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-26 04:04 am UTC (link)
	You don't have to ask me that just to make me feel better, Ira. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-26 04:07 am UTC (link)
	If I didn't mean it then I wouldn't have asked you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-26 04:09 am UTC (link)
	Are you sure about that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-26 04:11 am UTC (link)
	Have I ever lied to you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-26 04:16 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. I don't think so. But... What happened between us before, did it happen because you wanted it to or just because it's what I wanted? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-26 04:17 am UTC (link)
	You mean what happened in New York? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-26 04:29 am UTC (link)
	Yes. I mean, I know you were definitely into it, but did you really want that to happen or did it happen just because you knew I wanted it to and you wanted to make me happy. ? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-26 04:37 am UTC (link)
	I wanted it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-26 04:51 am UTC (link)
	Okay. Good. I didn't think that during, though, just so you know. It wasn't until afterward that I thought that maybe, I don't know... I tend to second guess myself a lot. I'm nowhere near as confident or invulnerable as most people think I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-26 05:06 am UTC (link)
	Then what do you say about my proposal? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-26 05:25 am UTC (link)
	I say that the idea of it scares me. I don't have the best luck with relationships and I don't want to screw things up between us because I'm maybe not able to give you what you want. But I want to say yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-26 05:32 am UTC (link)
	What can't you give me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira _tempest 2013-01-26 05:41 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. I guess a better question would be what do you want? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Ira imway 2013-01-26 05:56 am UTC (link)
	I want to be your boyfriend. I want to see what could come of us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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