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Tempest Serenity Ainsley-Tennyson (_tempest) wrote,
@ 2013-04-10 00:09:00

I am so excited about opening night tomorrow night that I can't even sleep right now. This show has been so much fun and I can't wait to put it all out there on stage.

Say what you will about this, but I was simply born to play a witch. And I am not at all ashamed to admit it.

I only wish that my brother was here to see it.

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Re: Tempest/Zowie

_tempest
2013-04-10 05:59 am UTC (link)

Technically we didn't really break up. We were just going to try to make things work long distance. Because he had thought he was going to be gone longer but then things turned around much faster than expected.

But I still haven't told him about spring break. I've just been kind of avoiding him a little since he got back and blaming it on, you know, being busy and upset that Tybalt is gone. Which I am sad that my brother isn't here anymore, even though I admire that he finally got the nerve to go do what he wants instead of what father wants him to do, but really it's just that I don't really know what to say to him right now.

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	Re: Tempest/Zowie mczowie 2013-04-10 06:06 am UTC (link)
	Oh right I knew that I'm sorry. Tell him if you want you don't have to we won't say anything. And of course you are sad and proud at the same time. hugs (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Tempest/Zowie

_tempest
2013-04-10 06:12 am UTC (link)

I know you wouldn't say anything, but it feels kind of wrong to not tell him. But, at the same time, I guess it feels like I'm still trying to process what happened and since the three of us haven't really even talked about it and it hasn't really happened again since we've all been back, though that could just be because we've all been so busy, I think maybe I'm not entirely clear on how I feel about things or what that week meant if it even meant anything at all.

I've just had so many other things on my mind that I've not really wanted to think about it much at all.

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	Re: Tempest/Zowie mczowie 2013-04-10 06:17 am UTC (link)
	I think we have been really busy lately...I'm willing to talk about it whenever you want and tempi it meant a lot to me. I know you have and I am always right here for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Tempest/Zowie

_tempest
2013-04-10 06:26 am UTC (link)

I know. It was actually a pretty great week after, you know, we got that out of the way. I had fun. And it felt like, I don't know, it made sense. I mean, I love you and he loves you and you love us both so... why not, right?

I've never, ever been further away from him than another wing of the house or another building on campus. It feels weird knowing that he's not coming back.

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	Re: Tempest/Zowie mczowie 2013-04-10 03:08 pm UTC (link)
	It was a great week, for me it was definitely one of the best weeks of my life. I know Tempi, and I can only imagine how sad that makes you feel. I miss James when he's gone but its not the same as your twin. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Zowie _tempest 2013-04-10 05:20 pm UTC (link)
	So is it something that you think you would like to have happen more often? Or was that more of just a spring break road trip thing that's not going to happen again? I'll get used to it, I guess. I mean.. I really only want him happy. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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