Forgive me for doing it in front of everyone. I'm a bad one and have to live with that. I didn't mean to hurt you, make you feel like that, make you think of such serious and sad things. I was afraid it could be based only on sex. I was wrong with it, as with many other things. Human beings tend to make mistakes, some of them are easy to fix, some other impossible. I'm truly sorry for all what I've done recently.