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[May. 18th, 2011|08:41 pm] |
For the past couple days I've felt pretty happy with my feelings toward Robby. I felt like they were really going away. Slowly, but surely. I was happy. I felt like I thought about him less, and I would even stop writing about him. I wasn't sure if I over him, I don't think I was, but I just felt good for once. But then he texted me today. We were watching The Goonies in English class (yeah I don't know why). I was writing an essay that I had missed a couple days before. Once I'm finished I decided to check my phone. ROBBY is on my screen. O.O He's in my class. I open the text and he says "what is this movie?" haha? I answer him and we text through the class and the next period. All I kept thinking was, why are you texting me? Robby has his bestfriend in the class, and two other really good friends. THAT SIT NEXT TO HIM. Why couldn't he ask one of them what the heck were we watching? I was confused and I didn't know if he just wanted to talk to me or it was just a harmless, stupid, text. I wish he could of texted me and attached at the end the words "I JUST WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND" came with it. I just over think everything and I never knew if he just wants to be friendly or not.
In lunch we flirted, or atleast I think we did. I DON'T KNOW.
I'm tired of trying to figure out exactly how I feel about everything. I just don't want to feel anything |
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