covert_ (covert_) wrote, @ 2010-02-20 22:35:00 |
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Current mood: | restless |
Current music: | Parachute- She is love |
It's not what you said, it's what you didn't say that hurts the most.
So I really don't want to talk about what happened today but I think its best that I write it now. Because if I don't, i'll never write about it. Soo, Joey came back on Tuesday. Bam. Just like that. It's weird seeing someone you haven't seen in two years. We both got a good glimpse of each other in lunch and all these emotions came back to me. I met Joey two years ago and we sort of had a thing. Anyway, next thing I know I'm home and Joey is texting me. He says "You're still as beautiful as I remembered." I died. We hit it off right away..and talked every night. Carmine even tells me in class that Joey wanted Carmine to try and hook us up. On thurday we video chat and then talk on the phone from 10 pm to 2 am. We talk about everything.Everything. It felt so great. We both talked about how weird it was that we sort of reunited.
A couple people through out the week told me not to like joey, and thats hes a player, and such an asshole and other shit. A lot more. Like that he doesn't even like me and didn't want to talk to me. (Talk, as in have a thing) But yet, that same day Joey wanted to make it clear that we did talk. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. But anyway, it was mostly Mono, and Brie. You see, I should really write more on this thing because I have never talked about Mono before and I really need to express how this kid is. He is the most horrible, replusive,lying scumbag, living creature in this whole universe. He is a complusive liar and everyone knows it. EVERYONE. So when ever he talks, I just say lalalal in my head. He talks shit on everyone, and when you don't like him..thats when he says the most shit about you. He's sorta had a thing for me since the beginning of the year and he always tries to destroy my relationships. He said all this shit about Nicky when we went out and I found out it was all false. So here he goes again saying Joey only wants to use me..and all this shit. He even tells me that Joey said all this stuff about me at their lunch table. I ask everyone at the lunch table if its true..and guess what they all say.." Wtf????????????? NOO?" And then they confront Mono..and what does he say "I never said that!" I even talk to Joey about it and Joey tells me that Mono keeps telling Joey not to talk to me. Funny thing is, Mono told me through the whole week that hes going to try and set us up. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Mono is a lying bullshiting motherfucker and I wish he'd leave me alone. I have so much anger stored in about him I can't even write anymore because that sick son of a gun makes me want to puke. I fucking hate him. Ok. Now, Bri was saying shit too which got awfully annoying..because everything she said I'd say "Who told you?" & she'd say Mono. WOAH, Bri was one of the many people who ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS told me to NEVER believe mono..but now shes going to back him up? I later found out her and Joey used to have a thing and shes still bitter about it.I
yelled at her on friday because she still wouldn't shut the fuck up.
Joey and I have had plans to hangout this saturday. We talked about it everyday. I went to a concert on Friday and he even said he wished he could spend friday and saturday with me. We oovooed just last night and he asked me questions about when I'm going to his house and stuff like that. Oh ya, and during our conversations he'd always talk about how we're deffiently going to go out...............
Now, its saturday and I'm sitting home in my room. Not exactly how I planned it. I texted him around 4 30 and said hey. I got no reply..then I made Tori text him a half hour later just to see if he'd answer..and he does..in less then a minute. (he didn't have her number so he asked who it was.) Then Tori MAKES me text him and say "Are we still hanging out?"...................................