covert_ (covert_) wrote, @ 2010-07-28 00:02:00 |
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Current mood: | scared |
The sad thing is, you can still love someone, and be wrong for them.
Once again, I haven't wrote in a very long time. I went to Dallas's like three weeks ago and I had a lot of fun. Even though she did get annoying at times. Blah I really don't feel like writing about Joe but I guess I will. Nvm I'm not..Okay, basically he just doesn't like me. I've hooked up with him again and sure it was dandy..but I can just tell he doesn't want the relationship. He hasn't asked to do anything more than kiss which I really respect about him, but I think he just wants to continue to hook up and I want a relationship!!!! I want him to myself and I don't want to hook up with anyone else. I want him to play the piano for me and confess his love and say I have the cutest nose in the whole world. That might been a bit much but i want it alllll! I don't want another stupid hookup. One minute I'm like "yes he deff likes me!" The next "Fuck" the next "whats going on?" As you can see I'm very confused. Right now I think we're nothing. Zip. Nothing. Last time I talked to him was the 25th. He hasn't texted me since :"( I am trying to move on!
I'm getting my nose pierced tomorrow and I'm really scared :(((((( On
1) how bad it'll hurt
2) if it'll leave a scar after I take it out (online it said some peoples do, some don't.)
3) if people will think its trashy
4) make me look bad
wahhhhhhhhhhh :(((((((((