covert_ (covert_) wrote, @ 2010-08-10 12:46:00 |
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Current mood: | happy |
Current music: | Joe Jonas and Demi Lovato- Wouldn't change a thing |
From the top of the world we'll let them know, that you're biggest fear is letting go
~Part 1 ~
For some reason I feel like writing on this is more of something I should do, rather than want to. Lately I haven't been wanting to write but I really should. I know later I'd want to read this.
So like I said before, Joe and I had stopped talking. On Tuesday night he comments on my facebook wall and says "Hi." I said "Hi, do I know you?"
"Guess not anymore =/"
"Thats your fault..come back into my life stranger."
"I'm coming to Ventnor tomorrow" He then texts me and we talk..The next day I meet up with him, Oliver, and Tim. Before I hung out with him I felt like I was going to throw up. I have such bad anxiety and it really upsets me sometimes because I feel like I can't live my life. At one point I had to stand up and walk away from everyone because I thought I was going to throw up.
Oliver wanted to drink so he went to AC so he could post up and buy drinks for us. He bought four Four Lokos (I think thats how you spell the drink?) It was 3 and Oliver decided to drink his. Joe and I complained that it was way too early but Tim said "It's five o'clock somewhere." Hahah. Eventually everyone had drank theirs except me. I decided not to drink it because I had ate nothing so I didn't want to throw up. Joe and Oliver split mine. Bad Idea. Bad bad bad idea. This girl Kelly invited us all to her house so we walked to the heights and Oliver and Joe were a mess. Matty met up with us at this point. Tim left. Oliver could barely walk and was so drunk and Joe was so bad too. Oliver was yelling and being obnoxious right by Kelly's house and her dad was outside so we weren't aloud to come over anymore..
We decided to sit at a park near by Kelly's house. Joe's nose starts to bleed and it was disgusting. He was so drunk to even be embarassed and blood was gushing out everywhere. He kept asking me if I was mad at him and I'd always say no..joe. He kept asking me this because he had bough cigarettes and I guess he could tell I was upset. :/ I would of never guessed he smoked. He says he only does when he drinks and when hes with friends. What?
We eventually leave the park and we head to Oliver's house. Matty and I are way ahead of them and Joe and Oliver are screaming and making asses of themselves. This lady starts walking down the street behind Oliver as Matty and I are sitting on Oliver's porch. Joe is sitting with us too and we scream to Oliver to hurry up! Everyone runs inside as the lady comes closer and I feel trapped so I decide to stay back and talk to her. She says "WHAT DRUGS IS TEDDY TAKING?" Teddy is Oliver's brother, so she thinks Oliver is him. I said "None. He's just drunk.." She starts screaming and says tell him to come out and as I reach for the door, its locked. Nice. & Awkward. "heh...they locked me out?" I said with a half grin. She mutters some bullshit and then walks away. Finally Matty lets me in as I yell at him. Teddy has a bunch of his friends over and is screaming at Oliver. He starts to yell at Matty and asks him why he brought Oliver here. Matty says "He's drunk as shit what am I supposed to do with him?" Teddy tells us to go in the garage. Joe tries to sit on a table and it crashes down and breaks hahahahha. Oliver then tries to stand up and falls on another table. At this point I'm thanking the lord that I did not drink the fourloko! Even though they basically had one and a half they aren't like regular drinks. Their really powerful and its basically like drinking a Monster mixed with alchoul. Oliver tries to lay down on his couch and starts throwing up everywhere..we bring him to the bathroom and one of Teddy's friends has the smart idea of telling Oliver to take a cold shower. -.- Three minutes later we hear a big crash. Oliver falls in the bathroom. Oliver is really fucked up and keeps throwing up and eventually passes out. Joe feels sick and heads to the bathroom too and I'm nurse Marissa and stay with him the whole time and help him out :] I deffiantly saw him at his worst that day. Haha. Thank god they started drinking at 3.
Joe, Matty, and I left Oliver's and Matty said we could go back to his house while he ate dinner but Joe wanted me to come with him to hangout with his friend Kelly and some other people. Matty would meet up with us after he finished dinner. Joe had his arm around me the whole night and was always holding my hand. He looked me straight in the eyes and told me I was beautiful. I like that Joe doesn't say that a lot, so when he does its special. I had a really good night.
Joe texted me in the morning and asked if I wanted to go to his house with Matty and then go to a Carnival. Joe lives about 30 minutes away from me. I said yes :) & me and Joe hung out till Matty got back from work. Before I met up with Joe I also threw up. :////
Joe's mommy picked us up and she was so sweet! When I got to Joe's house his brother was like "Want to buy some drugs?" I was like what?? hahaha. Of course he was joking. His brother was really handsome and his sister was gorgeous. Joe's friend Ricky came over and they all went swimming in Joe's pool. It was too hot ouside so I went inside and Joe's mom asked me if I wanted to go to the supermarkey with her. Haha! I was like sure :) I didn't feel awkward at all and she was really sweet to me and told me a lot of stories and talked a lot about Joe. When I got back to Joe's I saw I had 3 missed calls from Joe. I went upstaires to his room and he thought it was really weird that I went to the supermarket with his mom. Hahah I thought it was cute that we bonded. As soon as dinner was ready my stomach acted up again and I felt like I was going to throw up. At this point I'm really upset and I don't know why I am feeling this way because I am 100% comfortable with Joe and his family. I only eat a little and I feel soooo bad that I can't eat it all. But his whole family reassures me that its sooo fine and that they gave me too much. I still felt a little bad. Joe was trying to set Matty up with his friend and he kept saying how pretty she was like he's like 'Ma, isn't she pretty?' and his mom said "Yes but not as pretty as Marissa" Hahaha I wanted to die right there. The carnival was really fun and Joe was such a sweetheart. He had his arm around me the whole night and I felt like he was showing me off to the world. At the end of the night he asked me out :o)
Lifes good.