covert_ (covert_) wrote, @ 2010-08-30 19:04:00 |
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Current mood: | weird |
Current music: | Dashboard Confessional- Vindicated |
If i was nothing, why did you make me feel like i was something?
Ilana threw a party and I went.
Somehow Mikey and I ended up in a room together alone. He kissed me. He kept telling me to lay down on the bed but I refused. I didn't like kissing him. It was horrible and I hated it. It just made me sad and miss Joe more. I didn't even know why I was kissing Mikey. We didn't make out though. Just pecked. Tori got really drunk (what else is new?) and at one point she kept calling Mikey and asking him to come down the basement, he said no. Then she came upstaires and asked who I was in the room with and I said Mikey and she slammed the door. I was like huh? I was very confused. Later that night she texted me and was like "Did you hookup with anyone tonight?" I said no. She said "Yes you did." I said "? No I didn't" The next day she texted me again and said "You did hookup with Mikey?" I said "We pecked. Why are you asking me all this? I would of told you when I was with you." She said "long story. tell you when im with you" ..
I found out today. She kept saying I was going to hate her when she told me. The night before the party I went to, Ilana had threw another party. Mikey told Tori he liked her. Huh? How come he didn't tell me he was trying to hook up with my bestfriend. ANYWAY, so she was confused when she heard we had kissed and thats why she was asking me all those questions. Two nights ago she hooked up with him even though she knew I had kissed him just a couple nights before. ? I just got quiet and she kept saying you probably hate me, what are you thinking. & I said "I don't like Mikey. At all. It's just weird that you didn't know if I liked him or not and you still kissed him. So yeah i'd be mad if you did it thinking I liked him" She told me i told her I didn't like him. I don't remember if I texted her saying that but I still think this is weird. She should of explained this all to me, before she kissed him. She should of called me the night after Ilana's party and said Mikey had told her he liked her. Not assume I didn't like him, and make out with him two nights later. I have no feelings for Mikey what so ever, just think she wasn't being a good friend by her actions. Tori said Mikey said to Tori "let me demonstrate how me and Marissa kissed." Wtf? Was that an insult? I don't even know. Day by day Tori is pushing us farther a part. I stopped caring.