I have considered antidepressants and even talked about them with my family. My family thinks I see them as a magic pill that will fix everything in my life and that i'm not understand the side affects and that I can only be on them for a certain amount of time, etc. I would want to try them. I do see a therapist/counselor though (finally) I've been seeing her since November. She helps but sometimes I don't agree with what she's telling me I should do which makes me kinda mad.