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millie ([info]fortheloveof_) wrote,
@ 2017-08-17 22:56:00

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I killed my son

Would someone please... could someone please...

I'm afraid I...


[tear drops]

I need someone to help with Adair. Could someone please contact me? It's an emergency, and I'm afraid to floo to my parents with him right now.


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Miss Bulstrode
[info]wolfishrebel
2017-08-18 03:25 am UTC (link)
Is your son sick?

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Mr. Lupin
[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-18 03:48 am UTC (link)
No. No... He's fine.

I... I had a dream that something bad happened to him and I just... I need someone else to be here.

I don't know why I thought I could do this on my own.

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Miss Bulstrode
[info]wolfishrebel
2017-08-18 07:28 pm UTC (link)
Ah. Sad to say, but those dreams are rather common. I can't tell you how many times I've woken up in a cold sweat worried about Teddy. I'm sure you're a good mother. It's never easy doing it alone, but you'll pull through this.

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[info]thebestweasley
2017-08-18 04:48 pm UTC (link)
Know we don't know each other very well, but did something happen? Anything I can do?

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[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-19 04:14 am UTC (link)
I... It sounds so silly if I say it. I have a friend coming. I.. hope that will help some.

Thank you.

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[info]serpentstrange
2017-08-18 04:50 pm UTC (link)
Miss Bulstrode - do you need me to send a healer?

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[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-19 04:04 am UTC (link)
Minister Lestrange-- thank you. We... we aren't hurt physically. I just... I need a little help with my son is all.

I'm.. I'm sorry for causing concern.

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[info]spinningchaser
2017-08-18 05:48 pm UTC (link)
Jamie and I will floo right Over, love. Are you at home or at the school?

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[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-19 03:29 am UTC (link)
Please. We're at school.

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[info]spinningchaser
2017-08-20 04:35 pm UTC (link)
Fantastic. The boys will get a much needed playdate and we can catch up.

Do you need me to bring anything at all?

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[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-20 10:08 pm UTC (link)
Just you. But please come soon.

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Millicent
[info]notttoday
2017-08-18 06:15 pm UTC (link)
Are you okay?

I only just saw- I was at Zach's and my journal was at home. Do you need me to come over?

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Theo
[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-19 03:32 am UTC (link)
Gods, Theo.

I had a dream I killed him. I... I don't trust myself right now. Alicia is coming, but I might need someone to take him to my parents...

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Millicent
[info]notttoday
2017-08-19 10:40 am UTC (link)
It was a dream. Get Alicia to make you some tea and then see, okay?

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Theo
[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-20 10:09 pm UTC (link)
I... It felt so real. I can't stop shaking.

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Millicent
[info]notttoday
2017-08-20 10:19 pm UTC (link)
You know this is because of everything that's going on don't you? You moving into the school. Adair going through a fussy patch.

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Theo
[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-20 10:22 pm UTC (link)
Do you think?

I felt at home here when I left last summer. I don't understand why, but maybe if you think it's because of Adair's fussiness and... yeah I guess I am more anxious about being here on my own.

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[info]luftmensh
2017-08-19 03:05 am UTC (link)
Millie, are you Okay? I can come over if you need me too!

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[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-19 03:42 am UTC (link)
Thank you, Becca.

I... Alicia and Jamie are coming now, but... I. Maybe can I floo you later?

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[info]luftmensh
2017-08-19 04:39 am UTC (link)
Yeah. Of course. Anytime Millie, that's what friends are for!

And if you need a break I can always take the tot to a storytime or something.

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[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-20 10:07 pm UTC (link)
A few people are coming over soon. I... I wouldn't mind if you would want to come as well. I'd appreciate it even.

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[info]rosesindecember
2017-08-20 02:34 am UTC (link)
What happened? Do you need help?

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Morag
[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-20 10:06 pm UTC (link)
I dreamt that I killed my son. It was the most horrific dream I've ever had and... I... don't want to kill him be alone with him.

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Millie
[info]rosesindecember
2017-08-20 10:27 pm UTC (link)
You wouldn't do that. If you're worrying about it, that's a sign that you wouldn't.

But do you want some company? No one should be alone after a dream like that.

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Morag
[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-20 10:29 pm UTC (link)
Please.

A couple other women are coming over, but more company would be appreciated.

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Millicent
[info]rosesindecember
2017-08-20 10:31 pm UTC (link)
I'll be right over.

But fair warning--I'm not the best with people sometimes.

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Morag
[info]fortheloveof_
2017-08-20 11:28 pm UTC (link)
You'll be far better company than I, I guarantee.

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