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Tweak says, "cute is not what i am for"

Jess Van der berg (insolentia_) wrote,
@ 2016-04-26 17:45:00

Current mood:

uncomfortable

my back hurts and i can't stop pissing and i am just about over being fucking pregnant because i can't even get high to get away this shit goddammit.

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	jdelacroix 2016-04-26 05:56 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, cher. Anything I can do to help? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	insolentia_ 2016-04-26 05:57 am UTC (link)
	i wonder if the drugs can make things feel better without endangering the baby. ...does that make me a total ass for considering? i miss nicky, augh. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jdelacroix 2016-04-26 05:59 am UTC (link)
	The answer to that is: probably not. Not a total ass, maybe. I miss him too. But hopefully he'll be home soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

insolentia_
2016-04-26 06:06 am UTC (link)

dammiiitttttttttt.

i fucking hate this. dont get me wrong though, it is worth it. and i'll do it again if we decide to. it's temporary, thank fuck, but it is the actual worst and i can't drink or do anything to make it better. that's how i've been dealing with things for years. probably doesn't help being sober for the first time in years while being pregnant

want to cuddle and talk about how sexy he is?

[Jesse]
i also feel kind of guilty because i know nicky's been doing most of the uhm...sexy stuff for the past two months or so. i just haven't felt- and now hes not here and i don't want you to feel deprived. i could do a hand shandy?

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jdelacroix
2016-04-26 06:30 am UTC (link)

Probably not, but I'm really proud of you for sticking it out, for the baby's sake. It'll be worth it, once they're here.

Yes. Yes, I really do.

[JJ]
You never have to feel guilty about that, OK? If you're not feeling it, you're not feeling it, and that is totally fine. I promise I won't wither away and die if I'm not getting laid every other night, or whatever. So if you want to do a hand shandy, you can. But don't ever feel like you have to.

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	LOLOLOLOL JJ is so fucking blunt insolentia_ 2016-04-26 06:33 am UTC (link)
	it'll be the best. i remind myself of that every day. perfection <3 [Jesse] i don't think i have the energy, i just feel kind of bad you have a boyfriend and a girlfriend and you're still not getting any right now. you horny? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jesse has become used to it by now :D jdelacroix 2016-04-26 06:37 am UTC (link)
	It will. It really, really will. [JJ] It's really OK, I promise. To answer your question: not terribly at the moment, no. And I would be fine with taking care of myself if the need arises. Total dick puns today: 1. I'm doing badly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	You'd kind of have to lol insolentia_ 2016-04-26 06:39 am UTC (link)
	[Jesse] okay, good. and shit, if you want to take care of it yourself, can i watch? that shit is hot. hah! well it's early yet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	JJ jdelacroix 2016-04-26 06:44 am UTC (link)
	Like I could ever deny you anything. I'll work on it and get back to you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	bringyourships 2016-04-26 04:54 pm UTC (link)
	I hear it gets worse once the shrieking red goblin is born. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	insolentia_ 2016-04-26 11:19 pm UTC (link)
	nah, i like shrieking red goblins and then at least there will be three of us to help instead of just me constantly pissing (Reply to this) (Parent)