i fucking hate this. dont get me wrong though, it is worth it. and i'll do it again if we decide to. it's temporary, thank fuck, but it is the actual worst and i can't drink or do anything to make it better. that's how i've been dealing with things for years. probably doesn't help being sober for the first time in years while being pregnant
want to cuddle and talk about how sexy he is?
[Jesse] i also feel kind of guilty because i know nicky's been doing most of the uhm...sexy stuff for the past two months or so. i just haven't felt- and now hes not here and i don't want you to feel deprived. i could do a hand shandy?