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Jess Van der berg (insolentia_) wrote,
@ 2016-05-24 01:47:00

Current mood:

crappy

[No Baddies - Away from Nicholas]

i had to watch my tortured boyfriend scream at no less than three doctors today because he just wants to eat and he can't yet. i mean they're giving him that sugar water crap, but it's just making him hungry and i can't help and i had to leave because i can't sit there and watch. pregnancy hormones don't help either, because i keep bursting into tears and then he tries to make me feel better and that shouldn't be his job but he's just so wonderful-

i'm so relieved he's back, but i guess i have to keep reminding myself that doesn't mean everything is suddenly okay because it's not. it is so fucking far from okay. i can't believe what was done to my sweet nicky. not to mention looking at him is just making me think of what happened to joey-

whatever, cheer me up. suggest names for my son!

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	formnumberfour 2016-05-23 02:10 pm UTC (link)
	Wait, wait, tortured boyfriend? Liebling, what happened? (Reply to this) (Thread)

Diana

insolentia_
2016-05-23 02:21 pm UTC (link)

the fucking antichrist abducted nicky and starved him for a month. so now he can't eat solid food because of whatever the fuck refeeding syndrome is so they are gradually introducing nutrients and then like...goo next week and more goo the week after that so it's still torture even though he's safe which is the fucking worst and hey i can't even get high to ignore it for a few hours because i decided getting pregnant in a world where lucifer kidnaps and rapes your brother and his fetid offspring starves your boyfriend for an entire month is apparently a good fucking idea!

...sorry. i'm angry.

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formnumberfour
2016-05-23 02:27 pm UTC (link)

I don't think anyone would blame you in the slightest for being angry. Beings like him are why I refuse to have dealings with Christians. We have more of a moral code than they do, and we're illegal.

So here's the thing, liebling. I told you once that hunting Christians was fun for us. I meant that. Perhaps Victor and I can go and...show him the error of his ways. 2/3 of your triad work for us and are under our protection, so it's no trouble at all to throw in the third.

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	Diana insolentia_ 2016-05-23 02:29 pm UTC (link)
	...wait, are you sure? you don't have to do that for us. i mean- i couldn't ask you to do that if you don't want to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	JJ formnumberfour 2016-05-23 02:32 pm UTC (link)
	Considering Victor just threw his glass into a wall, I'm pretty sure it's no trouble, for either of us. Christians think they're the biggest bullies on the playground, I have yet to meet one worth more than five minutes of my time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diana insolentia_ 2016-05-23 02:42 pm UTC (link)
	oh sweet victor. fuck it, can i come over there just to hang out tonight? revenge can start tomorrow, right? because goddamn i want revenge. they're the worst. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	JJ formnumberfour 2016-05-23 02:47 pm UTC (link)
	He's ranting a bit, something about flames. Of course you can. We'll make you a mocktail, and tomorrow we can talk about revenge. You'll have it, liebling. We swear it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diana insolentia_ 2016-05-23 02:57 pm UTC (link)
	hey, i won't complain about flames. you are amazing. thank you so much. i'll be there soon. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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