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Tweak says, "JUSTIN IS SUNSHINE LOVE."

Jess Van der berg (insolentia_) wrote,
@ 2016-05-24 01:47:00

Current mood:

crappy

[No Baddies - Away from Nicholas]

i had to watch my tortured boyfriend scream at no less than three doctors today because he just wants to eat and he can't yet. i mean they're giving him that sugar water crap, but it's just making him hungry and i can't help and i had to leave because i can't sit there and watch. pregnancy hormones don't help either, because i keep bursting into tears and then he tries to make me feel better and that shouldn't be his job but he's just so wonderful-

i'm so relieved he's back, but i guess i have to keep reminding myself that doesn't mean everything is suddenly okay because it's not. it is so fucking far from okay. i can't believe what was done to my sweet nicky. not to mention looking at him is just making me think of what happened to joey-

whatever, cheer me up. suggest names for my son!

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	JJ formnumberfour 2016-05-23 02:32 pm UTC (link)
	Considering Victor just threw his glass into a wall, I'm pretty sure it's no trouble, for either of us. Christians think they're the biggest bullies on the playground, I have yet to meet one worth more than five minutes of my time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diana insolentia_ 2016-05-23 02:42 pm UTC (link)
	oh sweet victor. fuck it, can i come over there just to hang out tonight? revenge can start tomorrow, right? because goddamn i want revenge. they're the worst. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	JJ formnumberfour 2016-05-23 02:47 pm UTC (link)
	He's ranting a bit, something about flames. Of course you can. We'll make you a mocktail, and tomorrow we can talk about revenge. You'll have it, liebling. We swear it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diana insolentia_ 2016-05-23 02:57 pm UTC (link)
	hey, i won't complain about flames. you are amazing. thank you so much. i'll be there soon. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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