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Jess Van der berg (insolentia_) wrote,
@ 2016-05-24 01:47:00

Current mood:

crappy

[No Baddies - Away from Nicholas]

i had to watch my tortured boyfriend scream at no less than three doctors today because he just wants to eat and he can't yet. i mean they're giving him that sugar water crap, but it's just making him hungry and i can't help and i had to leave because i can't sit there and watch. pregnancy hormones don't help either, because i keep bursting into tears and then he tries to make me feel better and that shouldn't be his job but he's just so wonderful-

i'm so relieved he's back, but i guess i have to keep reminding myself that doesn't mean everything is suddenly okay because it's not. it is so fucking far from okay. i can't believe what was done to my sweet nicky. not to mention looking at him is just making me think of what happened to joey-

whatever, cheer me up. suggest names for my son!

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	insolentia_ 2016-05-23 02:41 pm UTC (link)
	i'll try again tomorrow. i just...it's all so horrible. i'm sorry i'm leaving you to take care of it. [Jesse] i don't blame you at all. and it's not like adrian and isaiah are brilliant at taking care of themselves either. is that a delacroix thing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jdelacroix 2016-05-23 02:46 pm UTC (link)
	It's alright. I'll be here when you want to try again. [JJ] Pretty much. Probably tied into chronically low self-worth, courtesy of dear departed dad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	insolentia_ 2016-05-23 02:56 pm UTC (link)
	you are the best. [Jesse] i thought about that after i hit enter. sorry, love. for what it's worth, i think you're amazing. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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