[Away from baddies - TW: talking about rape]
The supreme court just overturned Roe VS Wade, which means states can decide themselves on abortion rights instead of having it protected by the constitution.
When my brother and I came to this country, we learned that we had been marked by the fucking devil before we were even born. We hid from him, while knowing eventually he would get us. And I made a quip one time about being clucky and he saw it and threatened to- well you can imagine what Lucifer threatened to do. So I went and got an implant (or so I thought) so that when I got taken, if the worst happened, at least I wouldn't get pregnant, right?
Turns out the fucking useless doctor fucked up and did the implant wrong and it didn't go in and so while I spent three weeks in that fucker's basement, I wasn't protected at all. And it was just luck he didn't go there I guess. Because if he had then I could have ended up pregnant. And what if I had and because of what some stupid arsehole religious groups believe (sorry, Da) I wasn't allowed to abort that pregnancy?
Could you imagine? Because I can. I have nightmares about it all the time
. I have since I eventually did
get pregnant because I thought I was safe and I wasn't. But at least that was to my dear friend, and it was my choice.
This is so fucked up. And I'm glad I live here in New York were PROBABLY abortion rights will be upheld in this state but HOLY SHIT your right to your body shouldn't be determined by STATE LINES.
I love Evie. I am so glad she exists. But I made the choice to go through with that pregnancy. I had the choice. If I hadn't had the choice, if it had been forced on me, I am not so sure I would be here.