15 December 1980 Private Bloody bloody bloody hell. He did it. That constant source of pain in my arse has told Lily and James who he is. One way or another Harry Potter is going to ruin my life. There is absolutely no other reason for her to have asked me those changing-the-course-of-the-future questions. Does she know she's going to die? If she does it's going to change everything. I can't protect her if she doesn't do what she did the first time around.
So now I have to find out from her just what she knows without giving away what I know. I have no idea how to go about doing that.