Sunday 2 September 1981
Starting my second year of teaching. I imagine I learned as much from the students last year as they did from me. Which is to say, I am wholly prepared for this year.
Private Which is really to say, I am prepared for the school year, I am not at all ready for what is going to happen next month. I can't believe this is about to happen. Again. I don't know if I'll be able to survive the heartache of her dying again. I'm so worried about being able to save her that I have almost told her several times. I just-- things are happening more slowly, I'm fairly sure they were already in hiding by this time, last time. I'm starting to get headaches when ever I think about it. I wonder if Harry is experiencing the same thing.