Private I knew, intellectually, that I didn't really have a lot of true friends, but as long as Lily was around it wasn't quite so painfully obvious. She was the only friend I needed. With her gone, and the students back home, I don't really know what to do with myself. Now I have nothing but time to consider all the possibilities of how the future has changed. (And how it's continuing to change, probably drastically, with Harry Potter now living with his infant self. I can't imagine the damage to time and space he is doing.) I am going to have to find something to do to keep from grabbing Harry Potter by the throat and demanding he tell me everything. Though I have not the first clue what that something will be.