Katharina I'm going out. I'll be home later. Let me know if you want/need me to bring anything home.
Private If I say leave me alone, why the fuck can't she just leave me alone? She bloody well fucking knows things only get worse when she pushes and I gave her like ten chances to fucking stop and she just kept pushing and pushing and pushing. Why? Why does she do that? And how, exactly, am I supposed to react, if not with irritation and anger?
I think Ben saw what happened.
And how the hell do we suddenly have no liquor in the whole house? I know there was beer in the refrigerator that I didn't drink, but isn't there now. Is she drinking now, too? Or just getting rid of it? Or did I actually drink it and don't remember. I just feel like I would remember. Because no matter how much I've had to drink, I remember everything else that happens, all too well.