So I've been spending my time in my room. I have no idea where Edward's gone. I feel like he's left me again. I feel like I'm falling apart and I'll never be myself again. It feels just like he left before. When he was gone for so long. This time I don't have Jacob to keep me sane.
I haven't heard from Alice. I'm sure she's still here, at least I hope she's here. I don't think she'd have left and left me here. We're best friend's. At least I think we are. Unless the vampires no longer want to be around a mere mortal. I don't know.
Anyway I'm going to go and curl up again trying to stop the whole from swallowing me.