Keely Ann Williams (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} keely__) wrote, |
And you knew the day I came to Boston thing's didn't go well with me leaving. I could of not have come, I could of stayed here in Boston to work everything out with Rob but I didn't. Instead I went to Boston to film and part of me leaving made it worse. Rob was expecting me to stay another month before coming to film.
Yes, I messed up with leaving a couple times and even leaving with out talking. But I rather had left then stay in Boston and end up breaking down to the point where I would have been no use. Instead, I left where I broke down and I was around my family. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't have come back to Boston.
And since I came back, I have been working over time to and kicking my ass into over drive. I've been on set working on no sleep or maybe 3 or 4 hours of sleep, yet I pushed myself to get the scene done. I came back early in the morning Tuesday and instead of going to my hotel to sleep or even take a shower, I went straight to set and worked till 9. I made up for Monday. So I have been working my ass off.
And I am very much willing to take money out of my project. I know it's my fault and I'm not denying it. But it'd be nice if I didn't have the attitude around me. I've made my apologies and I'm done apologizing.