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In the years that I have been doing movies, I've always told myself that my personal life, that my family comes first. Always. But when I'm on set, I work my ass off to get the scene right and push myself till I can't go anymore. Which is what I have done, even with what's been going on with my personal life. Yes, I may have not been there in the begging with the fighting and all going on between me and Rob. But he is my husband, the person I am married to and love. He comes before anything, just like my family and friends.

I'm thrilled that Angie choose me out of a lot of girls she could of picked to play the part. But, no one can sit here and tell me they wouldn't do the same to keep someone the love so much in their lives. I'm pretty much tired of the attitude around here. Yea, I didn't handle something well but I'm kicking my ass into overtime to make up for it all only to get nothing but shitty attitudes and looks.


Aside from what's going on, on set. Rob is here with me. He wanted me at Wrestlemania, so I finished up on set Satuday night and made sure the scene was done right before leaving. We, Rob and I, both came back Monday night. We got in around 6 in the mourning and went to straight to set and worked on less then three hours of sleep. Half the plain ride was spent in the bathroom with him. We talked some in the limo about everything, well... mostly talked.. Where going to work it out. Like my mom said. We love each other to much to let each other go. Vince gave him a week off the set to come and spend the week and easter with me. It's weird having him on set and watching me. But it's good to have him around.

Speaking of him, he's calling me for some cuddle time and I can not refuse.