| .phone update - friends and family. |
[Mon 20 Apr / 10:34pm] |
i'm on my way to the airport right now in a taxi. i grabbed a bag full of clothes and got a cab. angie i'm sorry, he's my husband and i'm not going to explain to him i wasn't there cause of a movie and people are already pissed at me. let them be. i'll give you more money. a movie is a movie, he's my life and he's hurt.
rhett, rachel, i'll call soon as i get there and see him.
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[Mon 20 Apr / 7:15pm] |
Filming is going good and I'm finally at a happy place. Me and Rob are working on our marriage, he spent the week before Easter and Easter with me here in Boston. I almost forgot how goog he smells and how warm his touch is. I miss him already.
.Sammy, Tori, Evan, Jaisen Only.
Have you ever been with someone and deep down in your stomach.. you get that feeling like something is wrong? Like something is happening behind your back? I have that. I have a feeling there is something going on with Rob and that Abbie girl I see on the journals. I want to confornt him about it but I don't want another blow up. I love him, I want to spend my life with him... But something deep down tell's me something is going on between them. I don't even want to think about him cheating on me.. not after he told me he needed me there at Wrestlemania, not after the limo ride to the airport and both of us saying we wanted to work this out.
Not after he said one day we'll have childeren when we are ready. Even adopt if we can't get pregnant. I don't want to think about them to possibly... but ... no matter how hard I try, I can't get it out of my head and it scares me to death.
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[Wed 15 Apr / 3:18pm] |
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Going camping and won't be around from thurs, 4/16 to mon,4/19.
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[Thu 9 Apr / 9:49pm] |
In the years that I have been doing movies, I've always told myself that my personal life, that my family comes first. Always. But when I'm on set, I work my ass off to get the scene right and push myself till I can't go anymore. Which is what I have done, even with what's been going on with my personal life. Yes, I may have not been there in the begging with the fighting and all going on between me and Rob. But he is my husband, the person I am married to and love. He comes before anything, just like my family and friends.
I'm thrilled that Angie choose me out of a lot of girls she could of picked to play the part. But, no one can sit here and tell me they wouldn't do the same to keep someone the love so much in their lives. I'm pretty much tired of the attitude around here. Yea, I didn't handle something well but I'm kicking my ass into overtime to make up for it all only to get nothing but shitty attitudes and looks.
Aside from what's going on, on set. Rob is here with me. He wanted me at Wrestlemania, so I finished up on set Satuday night and made sure the scene was done right before leaving. We, Rob and I, both came back Monday night. We got in around 6 in the mourning and went to straight to set and worked on less then three hours of sleep. Half the plain ride was spent in the bathroom with him. We talked some in the limo about everything, well... mostly talked.. Where going to work it out. Like my mom said. We love each other to much to let each other go. Vince gave him a week off the set to come and spend the week and easter with me. It's weird having him on set and watching me. But it's good to have him around.
Speaking of him, he's calling me for some cuddle time and I can not refuse.
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[Fri 3 Apr / 12:25am] |
Filming has been well... like any type of filming. I don't sleep much, haven't been sleeping much. I lay in bed at night and just doze in and out, waiting for light to shine through my window so I can get up and do it all over again. I went to see a doctor and he gave me a perscription for depression and sleep. I haven't took any of the depression medicine.. don't know if I am. It might help, I don't know. My mom use to always tell me when things got real bed with me, I slip into this depression and let it take control. I'm not going to let it this time, I'm not going to let it or try to not let myself do it. When Shannon died and my dad died.. well everyone saw what it did to me. I let it do that to me when I shouldn't have.
Nick and Glynic came to Boston to spend sometime with me. Nick is pushing me to talk about Rob and I, and I just don't want to talk about it. Glynis is due about the time we leave Boston and go back to LA to finish up. Soon as we get back to LA, I'll be working double time. Jon was more then happy to work with me around the filming of All Along, of course I'll have the first three weeks of April to film All Along, filming for Iron Man 2 will start the last week of April. Only thing I can do is throw myself into work so I can forget everything.
.Private.
I just can't do this no more.
.End Private.
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| on-line sources |
[Thu 2 Apr / 5:50pm] |
 Actress Keely Williams, 25, was spotted in Boston walking her dog with big brother , Nicholas Williams (28) and his wife Glynis Williams (Not Pictured) who is expecting their first child at the end of April. As Williams brother Nick jokes around, Williams walks with a frown and not amused by her brothers antics.
Insiders close to Keely say she is excited about becoming an Aunt and hope it's a boy so she can wrestle with. But sources close to Williams say she isn't the happiest person at the moment. "Since filing separation from estranged husband and WWE star, Rob White, Keely has found herself deep into depression and even seeking help for it."
Williams, was spotted last week entering Boston Medical Center where she received treatment for depression and insomnia. A source on the set of All Along says the actress is very sleep deprived but pushes herself hard to make it through the day. "You can tell it's taking a toll on her, between breaks she sits in her chair nodding off or goes into her trailer to lay down till they need her on set. You can see she isn't happy."
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