laelia. (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} laenott) wrote, |
I know that was not your intention and I do apologize for being so sour about it. I'm afraid my stubborn nature is sometimes hard to control and I know it is not a good excuse for my behavior. I admit a part of this is the nerves, I know you have faith in me as a wife and mother but I must confess, and since I feel like I have no one else to confess this to, I am a little terrified of the idea. I should have been honest with you and instead I came off as ungrateful and for that again, I apologize.
I completely agree, I think this ball will be a wonderful time to meet and get to know the young men of our society. I promise you I am more open to the idea of it and I am looking forward to it. I will do my best to keep an open mind and perhaps I will be lucky enough to find someone I get along with well enough that the idea will seem more favorable.
To be honest, while Rabastan is a wonderful man and I'm sure he will make any woman happy. I don't think he is the right man for me brother. I felt awkward and hesitant when we spoke.
As for Tristan, I have not had a lot of interaction with him, but the few times we have spoken, he seems like an agreeable man. If he is to attend Mulciber's ball, I will be sure to speak with him and get back to you.