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Tweak says, "Say it."

Saint Patrick ☘ (shamrocked_) wrote,
@ 2017-03-22 22:21:00

Current mood:

gloomy

I honestly think I believed my feast day might bring her back.

It didn't.

The twins are home though, and Mairead is too. Ella's still with Jacob, which is fair enough. I'm trying to hold it together. I'm doing better than I was before. I have to do better, I'm a father now.

Fuck, I miss her so much.

Feast day was a nightmare and a half. Imagine experiencing an entire country worth of drunkeness while grieving. I think I've come out the other side of it now, thankfully. I even checked in at work.

I just have to get on with things until she comes back.

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	ever_mercurial 2017-03-22 05:33 am UTC (link)
	She's safe, Patrick. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	shamrocked_ 2017-03-22 05:33 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	black_horse 2017-03-22 05:47 am UTC (link)
	Looks like your metaphorical fever has broken. Which is good. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	shamrocked_ 2017-03-22 05:54 am UTC (link)
	I was asleep for about two days, but at least it was because of the holiday and not something else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	black_horse 2017-03-22 06:31 am UTC (link)
	Good to know. Your feast day would take it out of anyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shamrocked_ 2017-03-22 06:43 am UTC (link)
	It's certainly trying. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	makethemlaugh 2017-03-23 06:55 am UTC (link)
	She'll be back soon, Patrick. ~~I hope.~~ In the meantime, do you want me and the twins to come visit? They love cousin play time. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	shamrocked_ 2017-03-23 07:14 am UTC (link)
	I'm...half worried she actually is back and just doesn't want to be with me any more. But yes. Yes, we should do that. (Reply to this) (Parent)