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Cisco Ramon ([info]slurp_) wrote,
@ 2018-10-20 01:17:00

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Thread continuations v2
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[info]be_better
2019-01-06 06:33 pm UTC (link)
[Heads back there, a little wobbly because he's still boneless from everything they did. Sits down on the bed with Cisco on his lap and hugs to him like that.]

[...] I'm sorry.

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-06 07:19 pm UTC (link)
[Doesn't tease him for that, even though it's tempting. Instead he just plays with his hair once they are sitting.]

You don't have to apologize, you didn't do anything.

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[info]be_better
2019-01-06 07:34 pm UTC (link)
I know you didn't... You couldn't help it. [If you forgot. Just like you can't help liking a guy.]

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-06 08:11 pm UTC (link)
Technically, I know, but... It felt wrong the moment I went with him. Should've listened to that gut feeling.

[...] It's still kissing another guy when I'm with someone else. You getting upset was the least that could happen.

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[info]be_better
2019-01-07 03:02 am UTC (link)
[...]

Why doesn't it feel wrong to be with me, then? You have a girlfriend, back home.

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-07 03:10 am UTC (link)
Last thing I remember, I'm not dating anyone back home.

[That's. something to deal with once he Crosses that bridge, or so he assumes.]

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[info]be_better
2019-01-07 03:13 am UTC (link)
No. But you will. And you'd hardly choose me over her.

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-07 03:19 am UTC (link)
[Isn't sure of how to answer that, because he knows that he can't say that's a lie when Harry knows more than him, when he has no idea what will happen.]

Neither of us knows that. [...] You know how I feel about you. And nothing is going to change that.

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[info]be_better
2019-01-07 03:21 am UTC (link)
[He doubts that. Clearly.]

[...] I should've told you sooner.

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-07 03:26 am UTC (link)
I should've spoken to you about what happened too. [The Flashpoint thing.] I don't know what say.

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[info]be_better
2019-01-07 03:51 am UTC (link)
[His eyes getting watery probably won't help to that whole, not knowing what to do.]

Won't matter. We'll forget about this. [And you'll be with her and he'll be alone.]

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-07 03:54 am UTC (link)
[It doesn't, it just makes him want to die a little.]

But... at least we have this. [It's better than nothing, right?]

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[info]be_better
2019-01-07 04:05 am UTC (link)
[Nods, still looking miserable.]

I do appreciate... We- we're still friends. [He values that, regardless of his stupid feelings.]

Even if this is-- [perfect] You. You are-- [Shrugs one shoulder.] All I could want.

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-07 05:43 pm UTC (link)
I know.

[He doesn't ever think they could stop being friends, even if both of them feel differently.]

We have no idea what's going to happen. Maybe one day we stop being idiots and do something about us.

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[info]be_better
2019-01-07 06:32 pm UTC (link)
Maybe. [Wipes at the corner of his eye, shrugging again.] It's just. Frustrating. And I don't think throwing things across the room would help this time.

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-07 06:37 pm UTC (link)
Hey, that's growth.

[Appreciate his weak attempt at making a joke as he cups his face.]

But yeah, it is frustrating.

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[info]be_better
2019-01-07 07:04 pm UTC (link)
[Looks up at him, still rather wibbly.]

[...] You really are. All I could want.

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-07 07:23 pm UTC (link)
[Tries to smile a little.]

Don't be so sad. [...] Not that saying it is going to inmediately cheer you up, but... [What else can they do?]

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[info]be_better
2019-01-07 09:25 pm UTC (link)
[Shakes his head and hugs him tight. That you don't want him to be sad does mean something to him, even if he's still feeling like a mop.]

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-07 09:29 pm UTC (link)
[He's not feeling too good either, but at least the hug hels a tiny bit. He mumbles that he's sorry again against his shoulder.]

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[info]be_better
2019-01-08 02:17 am UTC (link)
[Turns his head to kiss at his neck, stroking a hand up his back and trying to soothe him.]

I- I'm still glad we have this. [For however long it can last.]

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-08 02:20 am UTC (link)
[Stays silent for a moment, just nodding and holding on to him.]

...Yeah, me too.

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[info]be_better
2019-01-08 02:23 am UTC (link)
[...]

Maybe it's not that obvious now. But you make me happy.

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[info]slurp_
2019-01-08 02:26 am UTC (link)
[His voice trembles a little when he speaks.]

...Yeah?

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[info]be_better
2019-01-08 02:30 am UTC (link)
[Pulls back so he can cup his face and kiss his forehead.]

Yeah. [Even if he's a dumb sad idiot right now.]

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