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Cisco Ramon ([info]slurp_) wrote,
@ 2018-10-20 01:17:00

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Thread continuations v2
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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 01:55 am UTC (link)
[Shrugs a little.]

I've had dreams like that before. [Many, many times.]

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 01:59 am UTC (link)
I doubt you like others seeing them. [...] It was...

[Bad, basically. He hates that you have to deal with that on top of everything else.]

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 02:00 am UTC (link)
Pathetic? I know that. [He can hardly do anything about it.]

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 02:06 am UTC (link)
[Quickly shakes his head.]

No, it's not pathetic. It's normal.

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 02:08 am UTC (link)
[Scoffs.]

All my brains and all my science, and I couldn't do a single thing.

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 02:15 am UTC (link)
[...] [Squeezes his hand again.]

Hey. It wasn't your fault. [He might not know the full story but he's sure of that.]

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 02:44 am UTC (link)
No. I didn't cause it. I didn't stop it. I didn't matter at all. I just sat there and watched as it all happened.

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 03:05 am UTC (link)
What else could you have done? Some things can't be fixed with science and technology. It sucks, I know.

[And feeling helpless is probably the worst part.]

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 03:07 am UTC (link)
I know. [He can't help but feel that with his resources, money, and intelligence, he should've been able to do something though.]

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 03:11 am UTC (link)
[He figures, and knows nothing he can say will help with that. So instead he blurts out:]

Tell me something nice about her. Something that makes you happy?

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 03:25 am UTC (link)
[Looks very cornered and choked up just thinking about having to do that. Because everything happy related to her is tied to so much sadness now, too.]

[Doesn't say no, though, waiting a moment so he can try and find his voice again.]

She... Her-- Everything about her was "nice".

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 03:33 am UTC (link)
[He was hoping it'd help, not making him sadder. So he squeezes his hand again, to comfort him.]

I'm sure of that. [Doesn't pressure him to say more, though.]

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 04:14 am UTC (link)
[It's different to be asked than saying things on his own.]

Her voice. It- it wasn't-- Mine's rough. Hers was sweet. Especially when she laughed.

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 04:33 am UTC (link)
[It's clear he didn't think this through because he has no idea what to say.]

That's nice. I mean-- thinking about the good things.

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 04:39 am UTC (link)
It doesn't feel... [Sniffles pathetically.] If I think- About her voice. Her hair. Her smile. I just--

I end up thinking I'll never see or hear them again. I'll never hold her again.

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 02:15 pm UTC (link)
[Wraps an arm around him and pulls him close.]

I'm sorry, this isn't helping, is it?

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 02:26 pm UTC (link)
[Shakes his head, making a choked noise and hugging him tight. He knows you're trying to help.]

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 02:28 pm UTC (link)
[Kisses the top of his head and holds him tightly, since he doesn't think there's much else he can do.]

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 02:37 pm UTC (link)
[Wishes he could just talk about it, about her, be happy remembering and not become this useless wreck of a person.] [When it feels like it's too much, he leans up to kiss him, hard.]

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 02:42 pm UTC (link)
[Maybe he'll get there, eventually.] [Makes a startled noise into the kiss and tries to get him to slow down a little by being softer.]

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 02:44 pm UTC (link)
[Rolls over a little to pin him down, murmuring a come on against his lips.]

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 02:48 pm UTC (link)
[Doesn't struggle against the pinning, but he does pull away from the kiss, enough to talk.]

Harry, wait... Are you sure?

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 02:52 pm UTC (link)
[Shakes his head a fraction, but doesn't pull away.]

I just-- I need... [Something that'll make his head shut up for a bit.]

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[info]slurp_
2018-10-21 02:59 pm UTC (link)
[Doesn't think this is a good idea... But who is he to judge when he did the same, although with your time remnant.]

...Okay. But only if you're sure this is what you want.

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[info]be_better
2018-10-21 03:04 pm UTC (link)
[As usual, lashes out when feeling frustrated.]

Why are you being difficult? Just-- just fuck me. It's not that complicated.

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