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Tweak says, "YES. YOU HAVE A BEARD!"

_amethyst_eyes (_amethyst_eyes) wrote,
@ 2008-05-16 01:44:00

Current mood:

lonely

I think I give up.
I don't see how real love, TRUE LOVE is at all possible. I just don't. I've seen how guys are, because I have guy friends. I know how girls are, because I AM one, and have girl friends.

People get bored. People look at other people, they flirt with other people. They cheat, they fantasize about other guys or girls. What's the point? Seriously.

I know a guy who I'm quite close to. Is romantic with his girlfriend and seems like the honest type. But he would constantly talk about how he wants to break up with her, and he even kissed another girl. Never told his girlfriend.

I keep hoping that I will find somebody, but knowing what I know and how things turn out, how can I EVER really find something? It would never last, it would never be true.

I think I'm meant to never be happy. Veronica Mars had it right.

I'm never getting married. You want an absolute? Well there it is. Veronica Mars, spinster. I mean, what's the point? Sure there's the initial primal drive. Ride it out. Better yet, ignore it. Sooner or later the people you love let you down.

Yup.

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candyxpants
2008-05-16 04:33 pm UTC (link)

It is really hard to believe that it's out there and it's so rare. Of course guys are like that, but one day...they ALL meet a girl that they want to do everything for. Drew was exactly like Matt when he was Matt's age. He acted like a dick to women and even was one of those guys who just wanted a quick lay, but he grew up and now he treats me like gold.

It may suck to wait, but you know what they say..."Good things come to those who wait" I see great things in your future. I'm not just saying that. I really feel that way towards you. You just have to let your heart get a little beaten. It may sound stupid, but you learn so much and also, the falling in love part is fun. Just get back on the horse and ride til you feel happy inside. ;)

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	_amethyst_eyes 2008-05-19 03:54 am UTC (link)
	I really appreciate this comment. Now it's my turn to have one to tuck away for later. Thank you so much, I certainly hope that you are right!!! (Reply to this) (Parent)