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Tweak says, "kon kon"

Charlie Weasley is on fire (_charlie_) wrote,
@ 2012-07-14 13:13:00

cinci
It's funny how life will keep going with or without you. Something happens, and it's like hitting a wall, and you sort of feel like you can't move forward.

Lately, I've felt stuck, and confused, and a whole mess of other emotions (angry being a big one). And yet, the world has kept turning, and suddenly I feel like I'm miles behind. Why is it that I feel like I'm the only one appropriately stunned? It almost makes me angry to see people so light-hearted and happy, like nothing has happened at all.

Private to Lindsay
Xi Wang's health has declined.
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Private to Meaghan
What time are we meeting? I really, really need some kittens in my life right now.
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This is easily the most pathetic thing I've ever written. Forgive my mopey-ness.

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	Meaghan _charlie_ 2012-07-17 09:00 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe I should get a kitten, too. A hug would probably help, but I don't want to cry in front of you again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Charlie megmackattack 2012-07-17 11:06 pm UTC (link)
	A kitten cures so many hurts. I think I saw just the one for you. You don't have to worry about that, okay? I never would think any less, and so who better than to cry in front of me? I know so well how you must be feeling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Meaghan _charlie_ 2012-07-18 12:44 am UTC (link)
	Maybe. I think I'd have some angry birds if I did such a thing. I felt really embarrassed for crying in front of you. I'm a guy, I'm not supposed to cry. I hate feeling so weak. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Charlie megmackattack 2012-07-18 12:48 am UTC (link)
	Maybe...but you could visit mine or Percy's anytime, of course. I recommend Floo for cuddling, of mine. He's the sweetest. I don't think you're weak. At all. But if you're uncomfortable, I understand. I just...want to help you feel better. To feel useful, somehow, like I serve a purpose and am not just an annoying girl trying to insert myself in your life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Meaghan _charlie_ 2012-07-18 01:08 am UTC (link)
	Well Percy's will be living with me, for sure. But if the kitten belonged to me and not him, Luana would most certainly be jealous. Thank you. You're not annoying at all. You're very kind, and generous, and sweet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Charlie

megmackattack
2012-07-18 01:55 am UTC (link)

Good, that's true. Have you two found a flat yet? I would be happy to visit the kitty I helped find a home. And as lovely as Luana is, I wouldn't want to see her jealous. Any time you want to send another note from her, I wouldn't mind a visit.

I'm glad you think so. I certainly try to be so. Or well, I try and be me, and I hope it is so. I just like spending time with you.

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	Meaghan _charlie_ 2012-07-18 02:03 am UTC (link)
	We haven't, not yet. We both want to, but then, the whole thing with Bill... We don't want mum to feel abandoned, or anything like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Charlie megmackattack 2012-07-18 03:47 am UTC (link)
	Oh...yes of course, how stupid of me. I mean, of course you wouldn't. Well, if you want any company, no matter the reason, let me know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Meaghan _charlie_ 2012-07-18 04:01 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. Let's go look at kittens. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Charlie megmackattack 2012-07-18 04:18 am UTC (link)
	That sounds lovely. I'll see you at the coffee shop then. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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