Tweak

InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "Dont you cry him no tears,"

Username: 
Password:    
Remember Me
  • Create Account
  • IJ Login
  • OpenID Login
Search by : 
  • View
    • Create Account
    • IJ Login
    • OpenID Login
  • Journal
    • Post
    • Edit Entries
    • Customize Journal
    • Comment Settings
    • Recent Comments
    • Manage Tags
  • Account
    • Manage Account
    • Viewing Options
    • Manage Profile
    • Manage Notifications
    • Manage Pictures
    • Manage Schools
    • Account Status
  • Friends
    • Edit Friends
    • Edit Custom Groups
    • Friends Filter
    • Nudge Friends
    • Invite
    • Create RSS Feed
  • Asylums
    • Post
    • Asylum Invitations
    • Manage Asylums
    • Create Asylum
  • Site
    • Support
    • Upgrade Account
    • FAQs
    • Search By Location
    • Search By Interest
    • Search Randomly

Charlie Weasley is on fire ([info]_charlie_) wrote,
@ 2012-07-14 13:13:00

Previous Entry  Add to memories!  Tell a Friend!  Next Entry
cinci
It's funny how life will keep going with or without you. Something happens, and it's like hitting a wall, and you sort of feel like you can't move forward.

Lately, I've felt stuck, and confused, and a whole mess of other emotions (angry being a big one). And yet, the world has kept turning, and suddenly I feel like I'm miles behind. Why is it that I feel like I'm the only one appropriately stunned? It almost makes me angry to see people so light-hearted and happy, like nothing has happened at all.

Private to Lindsay
Xi Wang's health has declined.
/

Private to Meaghan
What time are we meeting? I really, really need some kittens in my life right now.
/

This is easily the most pathetic thing I've ever written. Forgive my mopey-ness.

(Post a new comment)

Charlie
[info]madamabutterfly
2012-07-14 05:33 pm UTC (link)
I've felt the same way at times. It's infuriating, and yet totally natural. Personal tragedy is just that; it completely ricks your world to the foundation, but its effects ripple out; the further you are from the crisis, the less you feel. Sitting in the middle of that and seeing its importance diminish isn't easy.

(Reply to this) (Thread)

Trása
[info]_charlie_
2012-07-15 04:59 am UTC (link)
That describes everything I'm feeling quite well.

I feel very guilty about what I am feeling.

(Reply to this) (Parent)

Charlie
[info]listsinmysleep
2012-07-14 08:18 pm UTC (link)
First regarding Xi Wang: What's changed since she was born? Are there any environmental indicators? Have you gotten any results back from the blood tests.

Also, you should go visit her. It'll make you both feel better, I'm sure.

Now on to the messier part. You have every reason to feel angry. Hell, I feel angry and I don't even know Bill aside from the fact that he's your brother.

And you aren't the only one feeling behind. Trust me. This week I opened my eyes and realized somehow everyone I care about is moving on with their lives and I'm not. It wasn't a pretty realisation.

(Reply to this) (Thread)

Lindsay
[info]_charlie_
2012-07-15 04:56 am UTC (link)
As far as I know, nothing has changed. The weather in China has fluctuated, but no more than normal. If anything it has been fairly consistent. I have had lab results back, but haven't had time to sit down and analyze them. I've been... scattered.

I should visit. But... It's stupid, but I associate China with what happened to Bill.

It just seems so surreal. I don't want to believe it really happened. I keep hoping that I will wake up and find out it was a dream.

I think I know what you mean. Bill decided to get married and it really freaks me out. Also, I think it's kind of crazy.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Charlie
[info]listsinmysleep
2012-07-15 05:22 am UTC (link)
I can understand that. I need to find you an assistant. I'll add it to my to do list for next week. Are there any special NEWT qualifications you would prefer? Perhaps a Muggleborn who understands a bit of science and genetics?

But the last time you went you went with Bill. I get it. Could they bring her here or would the shock to her system be too great?

What are they giving you for a prognosis? All I know is that Bill got attacked. I didn't want to bother you until you were ready to talk and I don't know Percy well enough to pry.

Wait, he's dating someone? Helga, it must be in the water. Remind me not to drink it.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Lindsay - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-17 08:55 pm UTC
Charlie - [info]listsinmysleep, 2012-07-17 09:44 pm UTC
Lindsay - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-17 10:34 pm UTC

[info]lavconquersall
2012-07-14 08:36 pm UTC (link)
Don't be sad, Dragon Weasley. Focus on the good things, like making bonsai dragons!

(Reply to this) (Thread)


[info]_charlie_
2012-07-15 04:54 am UTC (link)
There is no such thing as a bonsai dragon, Lavender. Sorry to be the one to break that news to you.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]lavconquersall
2012-07-15 04:57 am UTC (link)
Dream smasher.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

(no subject) - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-17 08:56 pm UTC

[info]blatherskiting
2012-07-15 12:16 am UTC (link)
You're entitled to mope, mate.

(Reply to this) (Thread)


[info]_charlie_
2012-07-15 04:52 am UTC (link)
I know that's true, but it feels somehow like I'm in the wrong.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)


[info]blatherskiting
2012-07-15 05:09 am UTC (link)
If anyone's telling you that, tell them to piss off. If it's because of people moving on with their live--don't worry about it. You do what you gotta do at your pace.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

(no subject) - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-17 08:56 pm UTC

[info]tentrusts
2012-07-15 12:48 am UTC (link)
Oh, I'd say everyone's entitled to a bit of moping.

[Charlie]
How's your brother doing? Better, I hope.

(Reply to this) (Thread)


[info]_charlie_
2012-07-15 04:53 am UTC (link)
Doesn't seem that way.

[Rolf]
He is better. Maybe a little too better. In the rush of things, he decided to get married.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

(no subject) - [info]tentrusts, 2012-07-15 05:41 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-17 08:58 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]tentrusts, 2012-07-18 03:14 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-18 03:18 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]tentrusts, 2012-07-18 03:25 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-18 03:28 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]tentrusts, 2012-07-18 03:34 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-18 03:54 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]tentrusts, 2012-07-19 04:42 am UTC
Charlie | Percy
[info]percy_aspires
2012-07-15 05:12 am UTC (link)
At least you aren't alone in your mopey-ness. I feel the same way.

Part of me wants to progress more quickly with the move, simply for the sake of something to occupy my mind. On the other hand, I don't want the family to feel abandoned.

(Reply to this) (Thread)

Charlie | Percy
[info]_charlie_
2012-07-17 08:59 pm UTC (link)
I know exactly what you mean. I really feel like we need to get out, but at the same time, I'm worried about leaving mum and Ron and Ginny.... well, Ginny seems fine with what happened.

Oh hell, let's just move. It will probably be better for both of us in the long run.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Charlie | Percy - [info]percy_aspires, 2012-07-19 09:51 pm UTC
Charlie | Percy - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-20 12:19 am UTC
Charlie
[info]megmackattack
2012-07-15 05:31 am UTC (link)
As soon as possible. I could always use kittens in my life, which is probably why I have 7.

Perhaps a hug might help too?

(Reply to this) (Thread)

Meaghan
[info]_charlie_
2012-07-17 09:00 pm UTC (link)
Maybe I should get a kitten, too.

A hug would probably help, but I don't want to cry in front of you again.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Charlie - [info]megmackattack, 2012-07-17 11:06 pm UTC
Meaghan - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-18 12:44 am UTC
Charlie - [info]megmackattack, 2012-07-18 12:48 am UTC
Meaghan - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-18 01:08 am UTC
Charlie - [info]megmackattack, 2012-07-18 01:55 am UTC
Meaghan - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-18 02:03 am UTC
Charlie - [info]megmackattack, 2012-07-18 03:47 am UTC
Meaghan - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-18 04:01 am UTC
Charlie - [info]megmackattack, 2012-07-18 04:18 am UTC
Charlie
[info]faultinthestars
2012-07-15 12:26 pm UTC (link)
I'm sorry.

(Reply to this) (Thread)

Tonks
[info]_charlie_
2012-07-17 09:01 pm UTC (link)
It's my fault. Everything is my fault.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Charlie - [info]faultinthestars, 2012-07-17 09:50 pm UTC
Tonks - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-17 10:35 pm UTC
Charlie - [info]faultinthestars, 2012-07-18 04:55 am UTC
Tonks - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-18 05:34 pm UTC

[info]keep_wood
2012-07-15 04:41 pm UTC (link)
Mate, you need a butter beer. You don't need to get pissed, just to relax and spend time with mates and to get your head out of things.

I kindly volunteer to assist.

(Reply to this) (Thread)


[info]_charlie_
2012-07-17 09:01 pm UTC (link)
Assist, then. I need it. Let's go.

(Reply to this) (Parent)


[info]theweasleygirl
2012-07-16 12:26 am UTC (link)
Charlie, I think you've caught whatever I've had the past two months.

(Reply to this) (Thread)


[info]_charlie_
2012-07-17 09:02 pm UTC (link)
You seem like you're doing okay, Gin. I can't really imagine you as sad as I feel. And if you really did feel like that, I hate whoever caused you such pain.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

(no subject) - [info]theweasleygirl, 2012-07-18 02:43 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]_charlie_, 2012-07-18 03:15 am UTC
Charlie
[info]chasingaj
2012-07-19 12:44 am UTC (link)
Well, fuck.

You know Bill's going to recover brilliantly, right? I"m not being facetious and I'm not trying to make light of things. I don't... I wish I knew how to help you get unstuck. If you want, I can sit and talk.

(Reply to this)

Charlie
[info]tablespoon
2012-07-23 03:01 pm UTC (link)
No, I'm with you on this. It's all sort of unintentionally overwhelming. I wish the world would just sort of stop for a little bit to let me catch up.

(Reply to this)

Home | Site Map | Manage Account | TOS | Privacy | Support | FAQs